Day 36

Day 36

Taped this morning at 12:15 a.m. and watched a couple episodes of Mushi-shi. Really love that anime! Anyway, the morning has been interesting as all the adults in the house were 'blessed' or 'cursed' with not so nice dreams last night. My dreams were particularly disturbing. My first dream was a very sexual dream starting our with my wife making love to me in a deeply dark bedroom. As my eyes adjusted to the light after having a great orgasm and opening them slowly, the face and body revealed was my 8 year old daughter. In the dream I eventually pushed her off of me once I fully realized what had just happened. That dream jolted me out of my sleep and severly freaked me out. I finally got back to sleep and had another not so pleasent dream. In this dream I had just awaken from a long nap to dark of night. I got out of bed and walked through the dimly lighted hall to the living room in search for my wife. When I reached the living room I entered to a tv showing nothing but fuzz and my wife lying on the couch. She was covered by a light cream colored blanket up to her neck and she had a dark colored rag covering half her face. I asked her why she was in the living room as opposed to our bedroom and she replied by saying that something was wrong. I pulled the rag from her face to reveal a sagging face that was deep purple and red. It looked like a severe case of bellspalsy. At that point I recoiled and began to wake up for real but I forced myself to keep my eyes closed and work throught the meaning of the dream. Because the dream was so vivid I figured maybe it had great significance. In the dream what I got was a sickness in her physical self. When I finally openend my eyes I had my hand on her face where the disfiguring was. It was a strange and wonderful night. I love nightmares.

Anyway, I know that was way off subject but I don't really have much to write about pertaining to my restoration this morning, all I can really think about right now is the two very bizarre dreams. Until tonight.

Blessed Be.


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