Day 61

Well it's been nearly 2 full months since I began this process and regretfully I am ending my quest. I'm not abandoning it for good, I just want to get a tapeless restoration device. I just feel it will be more convient for the reason I've discussed in earlier posts. So I say good bye for now and shall return asap. Until then.

Blessed Be.


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Another pretty great day of restoring. Another horrible day in general. I understand there gas to be balance and the past 4 years have been nothig short of amazing but I mean come on. Anyway, I've said what needed to be said as far as restoring goes so I done.

Blessed Be.


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Day 60

Day 60

Taped last night at 11:00 p.m. due to the fact that I needed to get some sleep. Of course I didn't actually get to bed until a little after midnight but it's earlier than usual. The tape feels good and is holding well. I think today will be a good retoration day or at least, like every other day, this is the hope. So until tonight.

Blessed Be.

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Today has been a day. Emotionally draining and full of frustration. I'm just not... I don't even know at this point. I just feel full of pain and regret and I don't know how to deal with it. I really just feel helpless in so many ways right now. But I digress. As far as restoring goes, it looks like I'm going to have to untape tonight and retape as the tape appears to be coming loose in a section again and I can't keep it that way. Anyway, I'll deal with that and take care of it accordingly. I'll just post tomorrow as I just don't feel like typing any more.
My heart hurts...

Blessed Be.


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Day 59

Day 59

I'm taped again! YAY!!! Granted, I didn't get that way until 3:33 a.m. but I figure that's a good thing considering that's my lucky number. Hopefully that means the tape wil stay in place, comfortable, and not give me any problems. I'm going to attempt, again, to wear this one tape for two whole taping cycles. It sucks cause that means I don't get any yummy head or mind blowing sex, but I figure that'll make up for the two full days of not taping (in theory anyway). If all goes as well as I hope and pray it does, this should not be a problem. And I'm sure my wife will understand. So I'm off to go home and prepare for my doctors appointment at 11:00 a.m. and my oldest son's appointment at 2:00 p.m. And then it's off to pick the other kids up from school at 3:45 p.m. It's a busy day ahead of me but I just have to go with the flow.

Blessed Be.


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Well it was a day without tape bit alas the night is approaching. The only thing that will keep me from taping, well ion time at least, is the fact that I want some more pussy before I go to sleep. I just really like having sex at least twice a day if at all possible. The more, the better. So that's were I stand as of right now. So til tomorrow.

Blessed Be.


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Day 58

Day 58

Yeah, so, like, I… totally fell asleep last night without taping. Aparently, between the infection, the meds, and the drainage of the holiday itself, I was a bit more tired than I thought. I can't sweat it though. I mean, hell, I'm actually sick for all intent and purposes, I think I'm allowed to slack a little. One thing for sure though, I'm still hitting the gym today. I figure the least I can do is maybe try to sweat it out. That and I've gotta hit the gym, how else am I going to burn off all the candy from last night… and 3 slices of pizza, and piece of low fat cheese cake, and diet Ginger Ale? Oh yes, and the $.99 bag of flamming hot cheetoes I had after I left the hospital. Yeah, it's all gotta come off and then I have to behave. So I'm going to start getting ready. I'll be hitting the gym here in the next couple hours or so. I need to get all the way awake and get my body prefueled for the workout.

I return to taping FOR SURE tonight. So until then.

Blessed Be.


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Oh how I love and hate Hallowe'en. HATE the costumes, candy, trick'r'treat-ing, the hallmark of it all, Hollywood rendition, false holiday history and info. LOVE the Samhain traditions, the jackolantern, the dumb supper, rememberence of those past, respect for the dead.

I digress. So I'm preparing to retape. Just gotta take my antibiotic, ibuprofen, and put in my drops. Then I think I'm going straight to bed. I feel drained. So I'm going to go take care of all that so I can get taped and lay my infected ass down. Til tomorrow.

Blessed Be.

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Day 57

Day 57

I did not tape today. I figured being taped for damn near 48 hours was enough to allow me at least 1 free day if for no other reason then to give the skin time to breath a bit. That and the fact that I spent two hours this morning (as in from 1:40 a.m. Til damn near 4:00a.m.) in the hospital do to another case of swimmers ear. Brightside, I got a blowjob and some ass when I got home which kinda made it al worth it. Anyway, I plan to retape tonight ( if i feel up to it) so no biggie. So until tonight.

Happy Samhain & Blessed Be.


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Untaped at 8:00 p.m. On the dot. Tape held up perfectly. Didn't experiance any discomfort until about an hour before that. And even then it was mostly just a slight pinching sensation. But everythings great now. Greatly looking forward to having sex. It's only been two days but it feels like an eternity. So I'm off to hopefully get a blowjob and some ass. Night all.

Blessed Be.


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Day 56

Day 56

Today has been GREAT! Tape stayed secure all night and still holding strong. Hit the gym today. I figured since I'm trying to get my penis looking the way I want I should do the same with the rest of my body. I want a beach ready body this summer. I've never looked the way I wanted so this year I am determined. The hardest part is staying motivated. I'll work hard and I feell it will pay off. I mean it's not like I'm over weight or even very out of shape. So I figure if I just make subtle changes to my diet and work out at least 4 times a week I should reach my goal by the end of December. Or at least that's what I'm shooting for. Wish me luck. I'm PUMPED!

Blessed Be.


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So 8:00 p.m. Has come and gone and I'm still taped. I've actually decided to just stay taped until tomorrow night at 8:00 p.m. The tape has stayed so nicely and stayed in such good condition that I see no reason to remove it. Besides, the wife has called it a night early as she's not feeling well. It's pre "that time of the month" and I completely understand. I actually share her pains and 9 times out of ten I am her PMS Early Detection as I tend to get the cramping, cravings for chocolate, and mood swings a couple days before she does. Don't believe me? Ask her! Just post your inquiry in the comments and I promise she will answer you herself. Anyway, so until tomorrow I guess. I suppose if I have to untape earlier I will in the event the tape starts to come loss or something of that sort. But if it does I will still retape per usual at around midnight. So good night, I'm horny, and bored. Guess I'll find something to do til I get sleepy enought to go to sleep being as I only got two hours of sleep last night. I digress.

Blessed Be.


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Day 55

Day 55

I taped at 1:30 a.m. and went to bed and hour later. Sucks but I've tried going to bed as most do and it's just not for me. Anyway, I had to tend to the Chili so it's not like I was just up doing nothing. The tape feels good and I'm optimistic about the success of the days restoration. As I posted last night, tape permiting, I'm nit planning to untape today until the kids bed time. So at around 8:00 p.m. I'll get to that. I'm off to the house to do some much needed cleaning and meditation. Maybe if I get around to it, I can catch up on some reading. Until tonight.

Blessed be.


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The day seemed much longer than usual. No due to the restoration but something else. Per usual I did not untape at the time alotted. No, I didn't untape until 5:40 p.m. and honestly that's not a bad thing. I actually like the extended time frame as it allows me more restoration time. So total I restored a full 19+ hours. Not bad considering. I think tomorrow I will try to stay taped until right around 8:00 p.m. tape allowing. That's about the time the kids get to bed and the wife and I have the opportunity to be intimate. Then I will retape as usual, between midnight and 2:00 a.m.

So it's time I end this and retape. Well, after I go to the store and get stuff to stretch this white chili for her work pot luck. Good night.

Blessed Be.

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Day 54

Day 54

So I actually got some sleep last night. Granted, I woke up at like 10 til 5 in the morning, but whatever. Point is I slept like a normal person. As I posted last night I got all taped up a bit early last night and honestly I'm okay with that. It allows me the opportunity to untape a bit earlier than I otherwise would be. Right now I'm not sure if I want to go back to sleep or stay up. I love the rain but hate the over cast grey skys that come with it. It's depressing in a way. I guess I just have to push through it and I will.

Well, I'm headed back to the house now. Until tonight.

Blessed Be.


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Didn't untape until nearly 6:30 p.m. today. Not a bad thing. Tape stayed pretty secure the whole time. Granted there was some evidence of release but not enough to warrent an early untaping. Well I've already retaped for the night as of 10:10 p.m. I figured that way tomorrow I can untape at 2:10 p.m., shower, and get the kids from school without worry of not untaping on time. Also, it's a bit uncomfortable driving while taped. Not driving itself but the seat belt. I tape around the waist and, whereas I'm not the most well endowed man, I do have a pretty nice sized penis and it does kinda get smushed between the lap belt and my waist on acount of my head sitting right at the front part of my pelvis. Anyway, I'm calling it a night a bit early tonight, or at least trying to, so I can attempt to dream with some natural needed sleep. So good night and good restoring wishes.

Blessed Be.


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Day 53

Day 53

12:30 a.m. Closer to midnight this time. It seems I still really lack the motivation, at times, to tape up. It's like I love the idea of restoring and look forward to the end result but hate the chore of it all. I just kinda wish there was a better way. But whatever. I suppose it could be worse and more troublesome tha it is. In that way, it's just not really all that bad. I need to put up a good, inspiring desktop pic on my computer to push me. I just can't really find one I deem 'inspirational' enough. All the restoring pics I have are not really the right dimension to fit to my desktop. I'll continue to search until I find that one I consider to be 'perfect' it'll just take effort on my part. So today, I get to untape at 4:30 p.m. and I'm sure it'll be a bit later on account I am usually stil in transit at that time. Maybe I'll make it out to my end of town I enough time that I ca untape and have time to go back out to pick up Tiff. We shall see. May this day be one filled with joy and smooth sailing.

Blessed Be.


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Untaped at 10 til 7 tonight. Actually got an entire 16 hours today. It's about time. The rest of my day was actually not that great. Dealing with lifes little mishaps one after another. All in all though, the night has ended on a beautiful up note. I love making love to my wife. It is truly a beautiful thing.

So I'm off to tape up and get ready to attempt to sleep. Til the morn.

Blessed Be.


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Day 52

Day 52

So 2:05 a.m. I finally got taped. I was a bit discouraged but I just got over it and taped anyway with hope that the tape would just stay were the hell I want it. This is SOOOO going to be worth it in the end. Viva la foreskin!!!

As a side note, I would just like to express how much I have truly enjoyed all of the oral sex I have recieved this weekend. Getting head has got to be by far one of the most erotic and sexually pleasing acts EVER! Thank you baby, your oral skills are second to none. I love more head.

Blessed Be


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Yet another day were I had to untape prematurely due to adhesive breakage. I mean, what the hell?! This is starting to get on my damn nerves! I got a full 12 hours but for fuck sakes, GRRRR!

Anyway, I'll try, yet again, tonight. Hopefully with much better results for the long haul. All I'm asking is for a full 16 hours daily and noticable progress. Here we are a little more than 2 weeks away from the next set of progress pics and I feel I've lost valuable time for one reason or another since the last. I'm not sure, at this point, that I even made any progress this month but the pics will be posted none the less. Hopefully, in the months to follow I will experiance gains like I never imagined and increase my motivation and faith expodentially. As for right now, I'm preping my tape for tonights taping. It's a bit later than I'd like but I got wrapped up in a game. So I'm going to go finish the game, tape, and go the hell to sleep. Good night and wish me luck.

Blessed Be.


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Day 51

Day 51

12:30 a.m. and all taped. YAY! It feels good restoring again. I just want to fulfill my goal. I'm still so very much excited. If I could look like this





I would be a very happy man. That's what I want to look like for all intent and purpose. Granted, this is a penis that was never circumcised, I can only hope for something close to it at best. I do so lack the frener band to keep it as snug but with enough restored skin I should still achieve total coverage. And that, my friends, is the entire purpose of this whole ordeal.

Anyway, I'm restoring and all is good. Out of all of this, the one thing I really miss is being able to masturbate whenever I want. Oh well, such is life. Sacrafice is truly everything to maintain balance.

Blessed Be.

-- Posted via iPhone

Not taping today killed me. I so wanted to but just didn't get around to it. No worry though, I shall be taped tomorrow. Oh how I wish this process was a faster one. I am such a fan of instant gratification. Well, then, I guess most people are now aren't they? Anyway, I am going to do my best to try taping 7 days a week. Back to 16 hours and no breaks. Well I can at least try.
So I'm off to bed... Maybe any way. I'm going to watch Eastwick first and maybe Mushi-shi though I'm about out of episodes of the later. For now though, I'm off.

Blessed Be.


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Day 50

Day 50

Didn't tape last night. Got home at 2:18 a.m. At that point taping was the last thing on my mind. I don't know, I guess I can try again tonight. Hopefully I can get back to restoring as I wish to without so many set backs and /or complications. We shall see with the falling of midnight. Until after the Witches Ball when next I post.

Blessed Be.


-- Posted via iPhone

Blah blah blah! Tomorrow is another day....

Blessed Be.

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Day 49

Day 49

After thinking about not taping at all I decided to get back to my path. Prove to myself I can see this through to the very end. I am determined to achieve uncut status and I will. So mote it be! As of 1:00 a.m. I was retaped and reinspired. That being said, I've decide i'm going to stay tapes from now on until I get everyone from school and work and get back home. I just don't feel I'm doing all the restoring I could be only taping 12 hours a day. Sucks for lunch time quickies but there's always a good vibrator fuck and a thorough pussy licking. Sorry honey. I love you and I know you'll understand.

As for today, well, let's just say waking up didn't really work into these plans. Had to untape as soon as o woke, tape was coming off on the underside for whatever reason. You know, there really does have to be a better way. Anyway, I'll just try again tomorrow. Guess it just wasn't meant to be today. Oh well. Later.

Blessed Be

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I genuinly enjoyed the freedom of not restoring today. To be perfectly honest, the thought occured to me to take the next 7 days off to just enjoy the freedom of my penis. I do so love my own cock. It may not be the biggest in length or girth but it's the only one I'll ever have. As stated previously in an earlier post, I have gained a little length and girth since I began this process but it is minimal. Of course, what guy doesn't want his penis an extra inch longer and a bit fatter? The answer is all of them. We as men fall into the media based fantasy world where women want 8 inch+ fat cocks. Whereas this may be true for some women I'm almost certain that it's not the majority. My wife says my penis is my penis is perfect and a part of my believes this to be true but still I wish for just a bit more. Not saying I want an 8 inch+ but maybe just an extra 1/2 inch and a tad thicker. According to most restorartion stories this is all possible through this process. Is this why I'm doing it?partly but this is not the main reason. My main reason for doing this is literally a strong urge to be as I was meant to be. I've been cut for 28 long years, thinking there were no options to remedy the mutilation I faced before I was even old enough to have a say. Well now I have a say, and I say I want it back! So to he'll with a week long break. I will just continue to take a day off when I start to miss my penis in it's natural state and the rest of the time, until I am restored to the point I feel happy with, I will stick to it period. There is still a very long road ahead of me but I look forward to the joys that will be experianced once all is as it should have been. This is my goal and this is my path.

Blessed Be.


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Day 48

Day 48

Today is an 'off' day meaning I'm not taped. Feels good to just be 'out there' without boxers, tape, and strap(s). It's almost enough to just call it quits and live life as half the man I was meant to be. But, no, I will continue and see this thing throught to completion. For now though, I'm going to go home, drink a glass of ACV water and put some food in my belly. So again, until tonight.

Blessed Be.


-- Posted via iPhone

I had to untape a bit early today by about a half and hour. Truth is I just wanted to be free and was tired of being bound. Once the tape was off I felt much better. Came home from picking everybody up and had a quicky before we all headed back out to go to a park. The plan was to take some photos but that didn't quite happen. Whatever, tis the way sometimes. Came home, watched 15 of t.v., surfed the web for about 30 minutes and then proceeded to have two very lovily love making sessions. I was really horny apparently. After all that was said and done, it's now about 10 minutes til tape time and honestly.... I just ain't feelin it. So I'm going to take tomorrow off. Maybe take that time to try to break some masturbation record or something. Probably not, that requires to much physical effort and I'm just not up for it. So instead I think I'll watch an episode or two of Eastwick on Hulu and just call it a night.

Good night all and...

Blessed Be.


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Day 47

Day 47

2:40 a.m. This is what time I finally got taped. Granted, I actually feel asleep before 10:00 p.m. last night. I woke up right at 2 a.m. slightly disoriented and distorted. I almost didn't tape at all. My first thought was it's just too late and to just continue tomorrow. My goal, as it would seem, is a very driving motivation.
That's all for now, I have to get motivated. Until tonight.

Blessed be.

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Wow have I been busy. I didn't untape today until I was home from picking everybody up. In other words it was about 5:30 before I actually got the tape off. No biggie though. I have a headache so I thin it best that I stop typing before it gets worse. So until I tape tonight and post tomorrow.

Blessed Be.


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Day 46

Day 46

Didn't tape until 2 a.m. on account of the wife and I spending some much needed time together. I don't mind it being so late but I don't like keeping her up past her bed time. Anyway, the time is now to get busy so off I go. Utility tonight.

Blessed Be.


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Ahhh. Well untaped a little later than usual today but alas, I'm free. I love being naked so much restoring is actually a hinderance. I will be so glad when this process is finished. I just hope that by only taping 12 hours at a time I will still get the same results as I would if I were taping longer in about the same time frame. Hell, it's hard to even know if I'm doing it properly to be perfectly honest. But what can you do right? So it's already time to prep my next T-Tape for my next taping so I'm going to go do that. Bye.

Blessed Be.


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Day 45

Day 45

12:15 a.m. and all taped up. Aside from a few discomfort issue do to tape pinching the skin there were no real problems.

Blessed Be.

-- Posted via iPhone

Not really much to say on this night. Hell, I was practically untaped before my first post today. It's all good though. Tonight I will tape again but I plan on wearing my regular strap as I just don't know if the neck strap is applying enough tension during sleep movement. I will see how it works and decide whether or not to just stick to it. Until tomorrow.

Blessed Be.


-- Posted via iPhone

Day 44

Day 44

Today started entirely to early. Okay, so maybe it's the fact that I didn't get to sleep until after 7 a.m., but still, way to early. Woke up at like 11:15 a.m. and didn't really get awake until well after 2.

I taped last night (or this morning rather) at 12:25 and all was good after that, just couldn't sleep. So I spent a majority of the time researching Bras and why not to wear them. Then I searched for pics of women who regularly go without them. I found that a vast majority of actresses go without most of the time. That is very awsome and I would think extremely empowering. The reason for all the research is because I'm planning on starting a new blog dedicated to my wife and her life aft bras. But I want to spread facts, pros and cons, as well as history and other info dealing with bras, corsets, and going au naturál. I've not picked out a name for it yet but I suspect I will very soon. It will feature pictures that I have personally doctored to place focus on the braless style but will do it in a tasteful, non-discrimanative, and non-sexed up way. There will be no nudity save for the occasional see thru blouse/top but this shall not be the point of focus. The point of the blog is to hopefully awaken a few female minds, increase awareness and truth, give knowledge and scientifc proof to back up any statement I may make. Basically, I feel as strongly about this wrong as I do about circumcision. It's just time that the bra burning of the Women's Liberation returns in full force. Women, like men, are just so drawn to pointless pretty things. This is how bras made there come back. You see a regular, plain, colorless bra and nothing exciting comes to mind. The first thought is just that you hope it's comfortable. You're not excited, you don't feel sexy, it's not flattering, it's just a pain in the shoulder, digging into your rib cage, burdon. But walk into Victoria's Secret and romantc seduction enters the mind, there's a sparkle in your eye, candle light and wine enter the mind, and the perfect sex filled night. Reality of the matter is, GUYS DON'T LIKE BRAS! They're pretty yo look at, sure, as long as the bottoms match, but honestly, most guys suck at getting them off and would much rather just lift your shirt to reveal your natural supple breasts. Besides, the marks from the straps, both shoulder and bust, and the underwire are very much a turn off for most of us. Going without a bra shows a sense of self confidence and pride in ones self. It also shows that you except your body and all of it's natural beauty.

Next we just need to get rid of the wringle inducing make up, fake nails, sliming undergarments, high heels, wigs, etc. Next time I hear a woman say men are fake or that she wants a REAL man, I going to walk up to her and hand her a full body mirror.

I'm done.

Blessed Be.

-- Posted via iPhone

Well, the night is a cold one but I get back to restoring in under an hour.

So, I haven't really updated everyone on my wife's braless... ness, ahem. It's been over a week and she seems completely comfortable. You know, if more women understood the freedom of not wearing a bra, and could get past their own personal modesty, I think they'd all find less shoulder and neck pain, less sagging earlier in life, and a sense of freedom (not to mention all the money you'd save). Anyway, I'm going to go, gotta go tape.

Blessed Be


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Day 43

Day 43

I awoke to the sun... Happy day!
Returning to restoring tonight.

Blessed be.

-- Posted via iPhone

Today was an interesting day to say the least. It was full of ups and downs alike. But overall, this has been one of the greatest days I've had in Fall. Though, before I get any further, I need to let it be known that my wife has made it very clear that, dealing with the Fleshlight™, she really doesn't care about the molding as much as it is she just doesn't find it right. She made a very valid point that got me to fully understand this. She brought up that she doesn't care about me sleeping with other women so why should somethig fashioned after another woman's pussy be an issue. All I can say is very well said. But I digress. Just had to clearify that.

As far as my restoring went today, I couldn't have asked for a smoother session. I left the neck strap on for the entire duration. Once I untaped, I immediately masturbated. As I stated earlier, I woke up horny. About an hour after that, I had great lunch sex. The majority of the rest of the day envolved nearly running out of gas getting the kids from school in the van, losing all power in the car on the way home from dropping my son off at his nanna's, playing games with friends, drinking mixed rum drinks, and finishing off with a spectacular 2 hours of amazing sex with the love of my life. All in all, not really that bad of a day. I think it to be very well balanced. Obviously, given the time of this post, it's safe to say I won't be restoring tomorrow. As usual though, I will still be posting.

Today was interesting to say the least.

Blessed Be.


-- Posted via iPhone

Day 42

Day 42

Woke up this morning really horny. I actually taped at 11:30 p.m. last night because I missed my opportunity to get some. I knee had I not taped I would have woke Tiff up and screwed up her sleep. All I can say is thank Goddess it's Friday. Hopefully i'll get to lunch time booty. Hehehe!

Anyway, I sometimes find this whole restoring deal a bit of a henderance. I mean, spontaneous sex is all but gone, masturbation is more of a chore and hassle than it's worth, and let's not forget urination. I'm really tempted to invest in a TLC Tugger™ as it's a tapeless restoration device. But that requires money. Honestly, I want a Lia19 Fleshlight to bring back the joy of masturbation. Of course that'll never happen as it's fashioned after an actual porn star and Tiff is against that. Hell, I don't even know who Lia19 is, I just really like the look. I mean, you're suppose to like everything about the sex toys you plan to use right? Whatever, I guess a basic one will do if it must. Girls get all the fun toys, 90% of which are fashioned after some porn stars cock and the rest have special features. Either they're ribbed of rippled, have beads, vibrate, have an extra stimulator, or some other form of something a real man does not. But I guess that kinda makes up for the whole menstration thing a little. It just sucks cause the only sex toys guys get are strokers which we wouldn't even need if we were left with our foreskin intact. It pisses me off and I guess it's kinda depressing as well. The damn gloomy ass weather ain't helping any either.

Hopefully, once this periods over, some of the gloom will lift. Here's hoping.

Blessed Be.


-- Posted via iPhone

What to say about today? Well, I guess I can just say, as far as stretching went today there were no issues. Though in the rest of the day I was plagued by a seemingly unending headache. Untaped at 1:13 p.m. And enjoyed, as much as I could, the freedom of being free beneath my clothes for the rest of the day. Tomorrow is another day. Until then I bid you all good night. I will retape again at midnight or shortly before or there after.

Blessed Be.


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Day 41

Day 41

Didn't get taped until 1:15 a.m. this morning. Had to wait for my clothes to dry. One day I'll get that part done on time. LoL. Got taped relatively easy though and under 3 minutes. Masturbated before hand while I waited which was actually pretty nice considering I do get around to it much these days. Of course, it wasn't anything close to the great sex my wife gives me. Love you baby!

Today I'll untape at 1:15 or a little after and once again enjoy the joys of nudist living. Here's hoping today is a day filled with possitive thoughts and enlghtenment.

Blessed Be.


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What a day. Everything was very neutral today. Stretching went well and without any issues. Untaped at 12:55 p.m. and 10 minutes later had great sex. The rest of the day I spent naked and wow did it feel great to get back to that.

Tonight when I tape, I'll use the same method as last night which requires a small adjustment to the POE for more even pressure.

So that's about all I got for today. Good night and...

Blessed Be.


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Day 40

Day 40

Taped at 12:44 a.m. and will be untaping at 12:44 p.m.


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Not much to say other than I'll be taped in two hours.

Blessed Be.


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Day 39

Day 39

Dreams last night were hard to read in dealing with the restoring issue. So apparently the ideal method for me to restore, according to my dreams last night, is to only restore 12 hours a day as to not wear out the tape or stress the skin to much. So, like, when I tape at or around Midnight I'm to untape at or around Noon. Starting tonight I will follow this method until my dreams tell me otherwise.

As for right now though, I am untaped and enjoying my penis' freedom to freely fill my jeans. I don't wear underwear so the feeling is amazing. It makes a man feel sexy, naughty, and sensual all at the same time which is really hard for guys. Truth of the matter is guys want to feel and look sexy too. The problem is that society forces an image of men in a stern, no-fuss, masculine, gruff, rough, Grrr, you-are-man-and-can't-be-sensual-just-dominating, no sexy clothes for you or you'll be laughed at- that prevents designers from trying to design new, more flattering, clothes for the masculine male. Take for example men's jeans. If a guy wants to show off his assets he would have to buy some rather metrosexual skinny jeans that either make him look Emo or gay or perhaps the combination of the two. If he wants to wear jeans such as A&F, AE, or Banana Republic he has to sacrifice something in each variation of style. There are no jeans that, for example, showcase a man's ass and package while still flaring out 1" under the butt to be more of a relaxed or boot cut. A jean, that for all intent and purpose, would in my opinion draw women to do to us what we do to them. We as guys stare at a womans ass regardless of what she's wearing but it's usually no more than a glance and we move on. But in jeans, with how figure flattering they are and how much that truly lift and flaunt the ass, we can't seem to peel our eyes away against the better wishes of our girl who is glaring angrily at us as she is right by our side in just as flattering jeans. Isn't it time that we even out the field?

Anyway, I digress. I will be returning to my restoration tonight and will do the 12/7 thing. So until tonight, I'm going to get out of my wife's job parking lot. LoL!

Blessed Be.


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It would seem I'm getting a messege to stop restoring for the time being. So I suppose I will return to it when I get the messege for that. So until then I take a small sebaticle. Until the time when time continues.

Blessed Be.


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Day 38

Day 38

With a wonderful and sexy hand job I got taped with no problem at 12:08 a.m. Oh how I love my wife's support in this personal quest. Went to sleep without problem last night. Got great sex after not having sex for two nights do to missed opportunities, got a hand job to aid in taping, watched some Myshi-shi, and slept beside a beautiful woman.
When I woke this morning I had to retape as the experimental tape I put together last night just did not hold. So this morning after going to the bathroom, I removed the tape from the night a applied a new type of tape I got from my mom's called 3M Duapore® Tape. We shall see how this goes. Well, I have to go deliver some breakfast. So until tonight.

Blessed Be.

**UPDATE**

12:15 p.m.

Well today has been a helluva tape day. I have had to change my tape twice. Once when I woke up this morning from taping before going to be and again at a little after noon. It really sucks. Now I have to leave this particular tape on until tomorrow at 4:45 p.m. just to see if this new configuration is up to the challenge. I feel bad because that means no sex for me or, more importantly, my wife who just started her period. Sorry honey, I'll dick you down real good tomorrow I promise promise. So here I am, slightly frustrated, really horny at the thought of not getting any, and slightly excited to see how well this config works. If it works as well as I'm hoping I'll have to find a way of getting some more 3M Durapore® Tape. I made this new tape by making my usual T-Tape method with the 3M Micropore® Tape and then I added a layer of the 3M Durapore® Tape to both sides. This gives my normal good hold im use to with the addef bonus of the tape not sticking together do to the paper tape adhesive sweating through from pressure of the suspender clip. If this works out they way I envision it, I will no longer have to worry about potentially not making it to the bathroom in enough time. The Durapore® is silky and the adhesive doesn't seem to bleed through so here's hoping. Until tonight (I hope).

Blessed Be.



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10:31 p.m. and still a bit bummed that I had to untape so early. On the bright side I was able to pick some up from mom's house earlier as well as go buy a couple rolls. Unfortunantly I'll have to wait until tonight to actually retape as I'm trying to stick to my regamine. I do plan on making a slight change in my schedule though and that's untaping at around 4:45 p.m. every day from now on. I figure by taping at or a little after midnight Tiff is sleep as she has work. So it would only make since that I untaped before she got off work to allow for those spontanious intamate encounters. This way I'm openly avaliable at anytime after she's had s long rough day at work and just needs a release. So that's were I am on that front. But I must end this and get out to my naked baby. I'm gonna get me sum! ;-)

Blessed Be.


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Day 37

Day 37

Got taped at 12:05 a.m. But due to the having to do with what I had, the tape ripped from the skin while I was sleep. So needless to say I untaped upon waking up. I guess I just won't be taping until I have the money to get more tape. This sucks but hey, what can you do right?

Well, as usual I'll still post regularly as to keep updates current.

Bummer...

Blessed Be.

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What a great day! I've enjoyed this day to the fullest with my family and close friend. Stayed taped until 10:30 p.m. as I got caught up playing the Wii. What a blast. I'm worried though, I'm out of tape and have no money avaliable to get more right now. I made a T-Tape for tonight but because I only had a strip of tape to make one side I had to double it over. I don't know if it will work but I am hoping. I figure I'll figure something out tomorrow dealing with the tape issue. Anyway, I'm growing tired and need to rest. I'll post yet again in the morning.

Blessed Be.


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Day 36

Day 36

Taped this morning at 12:15 a.m. and watched a couple episodes of Mushi-shi. Really love that anime! Anyway, the morning has been interesting as all the adults in the house were 'blessed' or 'cursed' with not so nice dreams last night. My dreams were particularly disturbing. My first dream was a very sexual dream starting our with my wife making love to me in a deeply dark bedroom. As my eyes adjusted to the light after having a great orgasm and opening them slowly, the face and body revealed was my 8 year old daughter. In the dream I eventually pushed her off of me once I fully realized what had just happened. That dream jolted me out of my sleep and severly freaked me out. I finally got back to sleep and had another not so pleasent dream. In this dream I had just awaken from a long nap to dark of night. I got out of bed and walked through the dimly lighted hall to the living room in search for my wife. When I reached the living room I entered to a tv showing nothing but fuzz and my wife lying on the couch. She was covered by a light cream colored blanket up to her neck and she had a dark colored rag covering half her face. I asked her why she was in the living room as opposed to our bedroom and she replied by saying that something was wrong. I pulled the rag from her face to reveal a sagging face that was deep purple and red. It looked like a severe case of bellspalsy. At that point I recoiled and began to wake up for real but I forced myself to keep my eyes closed and work throught the meaning of the dream. Because the dream was so vivid I figured maybe it had great significance. In the dream what I got was a sickness in her physical self. When I finally openend my eyes I had my hand on her face where the disfiguring was. It was a strange and wonderful night. I love nightmares.

Anyway, I know that was way off subject but I don't really have much to write about pertaining to my restoration this morning, all I can really think about right now is the two very bizarre dreams. Until tonight.

Blessed Be.


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Day's been great. No complaints, ready to retape though. I've enjoyed the freedom of today. Tonight is wet and comfortable. I feel... accomplished.

Blessed Be.


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Day 35

Day 35

Woke up entirely to early this morning. Fell asleep a little after 11:00 p.m. last night and woke up at 3:03 a.m. this morning and have been up ever since. A part of me is still very tired but the other part of me, the more dominent part of me, is wide awake in insomnia mode. It felt good to wake up natural though, as in clothes and strapless, and feel the freedom of my nude body. I do look forward to getting back to my restoring tonight though as I still feel very empowered by the whole process. So as usual I will keep my post up and post again at the end of this night. As stated in last nights post I will post in the mornings following the midnight taping from now on to keep a steady "morning post / night post" routine.

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This is officially day three (3) of my wife's Bra-less journey. She seems to be a little more comfortable with the idea as this morning she got dressed without even getting a bra out. She truly is a very beautiful woman and the thought of her being naked beneath her clothes is a very huge turn on for me. Of course, me being turned on, is not the point. The point is a claiming of her self, her body, and her freedom as well as a claiming of her vast sensuality. It is truly inspiring and enlightening to see a woman, whom for all intent and purpose, has or had a very dismal view of self image. She is, as most women are, very self concious do to many number of things including for one myself. I have expressed to her openly, upon being asked, that I am not completely happy with her body but that has more to do with my issues and views of sexual attraction and body image. I am truly happy with her though and find her to be by far one of the most beautiful women in all the world if not the most. She is my world, my strength, my love and my life and I would do whatever it takes and more to give her all she ever wanted/needed.

Blessed Be.


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8:20 p.m. Untaped and moisterized with jojoba oil as I noticed the shaft skin -not taped- was beginning to look dry and ashy from being stretched. I also noticed a smell coming from the glans. The smell is pungent but sweet like concentrated pheromones. It smells very good but I guess that's really just a personal opinion. I'm going to stay nude until I tape tomorrow night as to give my glans and surrounding skin a chance to get much needed air. And yes that means I'm not taping tonight. Of course I will be taping again around midnight Friday but I think it best that I post Saturday morning so as not to add updates as I have the last two days. Instead I will post a progress report for my wife -once I've posted for myself- about her quest for a unrestrained, more natural, way of life. It sucks for me in a way with this whole restoring process because I'm a nudist/naturist and really hate wearing clothes if I dot have to. Do to the tape and strap and the kids, I am forced to wear both pair of boxer all the time except for the small amount of time I'm untaped. Once I have restored to my desired foreskin I will resume my nude and natural life style. For the kids it will be quite a surprise that daddy now has more skin on his penis than he did in the past. I've not really thought about what or even how I'm going to approach this once asked but I have a pretty long while to figure it out.

Anyway, as for the night I am free, for now, and will enjoy my short time as nature intended. Until tomorrow morning, good night.

Blessed Be.


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Day 34

Day 34

Midnight and I'm all taped up. I'm extremely tired and don't really feel like typing right now plus I forgot, yet again, to put my boxers in the dryer. Oh well, no biggie, I'll just put them in now and worry about them in the morning.

So all is as it should be and everything is comfortable. I'm getting the beginnings of a headache so I'm going to hit the sack. Til the night comes again, good night.

Blessed be.


***UPDATE***

7:30 a.m.

So it's day two of my baby not being restricted by a bra. It's so great to me that she is making such an attempt to break a mold that has been forced upon her so very long ago. I could not be more proud of her strength and her willingness to evolve back to a freedom always there but unclaimed. It takes a certain amount of self esteem and lack of caring for what other think to free ones self from restraints place upon us by a superficial society of bigots, self rightious assholes, and silver spoon millionaires of industry.

You have my full support and respect for what you are attempting to do both for me and, in time, yourself. Blessed Be and I love you.

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Untaped for now as of 9:06 p.m.
Will be taping back up at midnight or shortly thereafter. Another very nice taping and stretching day. Today, after waking this morning, I removed the neck strap and switch to my waist strap as usual. At around 1:00 p.m. though I made some modification to my leg strap and wore it for the remander of the day. After the adjustment it fit as comfortably and dependably as the other two. I may start using it half the time during the week. I figure something like Mon., Wed., Fri., Sun., I'd use the waist strap and the remainder I'd use the leg strap. Of course this is just an example. I will use the two interchangably per situation and need.

I greatly emjoying my strapping sessions and love the progress being made. Besides that, I must say that the mightly sex is nothing short of amazing. Life is great. So until the new day breaks.

Blessed Be.

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Day 33

Day 33

Got retaped at 12:30 a.m. Granted, a little later than I had said in my previous post but hey, time flys when you're having fun. Yeah, so I got untaped at 10:25 and had an hour worth of Olympic worthy sex that was worthy of at least two Gold medals in at least 4 catagories. Did that just blow your mind? That... Just... Happened!

Anyway, so I'm all taped and ready for bed. I'm still getting use to the post time change but hopefully I won't be confused very much longer. lol. So I'm going to go now and watch my nightly episode of Mushi-shi and then call it a night. Good night all.

Blessed Be.

***UPDATE***

7:30 a.m.

In other 'news' congradulations goes out to the love of my life as today was the first day ever that she faced her personal issues and insecurities about wearing a bra and went to work natural beneath her clothes. That's right, my 34DD's got a chance to go Bra free in the work place! Could this be the beginning of a new, more free way of life? I for one am hoping so. Bras are just another way the fashion industry cashes in on false beliefs of women that are decades old. Breasts were just fine before the invention of the Bra, so decades later, I don't see what's different. Burn the bra's, Embrace your body as it is! Be liberated! You are woman and naturally beautiful without $100.00 worth of underwear. Be free, be natural, be empowered!

Blessed Be!


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First day of a 20 hour stretch went without issue. Stayed comfortable the whole day with only the occasional mild but short discomforts from erections and being positioned the wrong way in the middle of them. All in all I am satisfied and will be doing it again later tonight. Untaped at 10:25 p.m. and will be retapping at around 12:15 a.m.
Until then,

Blessed Be.


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Day 32 (Month 2)

Day 32

Decided to do things a little different today. I actually taped before going to bed. So I've been taped since 2:25 a.m. I have made good use of the around the neck strap I made. Judging by how well the tape holds up for the remainder of the 20 hours I am going to go with this single tape, I may continue this way from now on. I'm looking for a method that would allow me to tape right after a love making session or directly after Tiff goes to sleep so that I can put in more hours of stretching yet still untape early enough that intimacy doesn't have to be planned or schedualed. This is just a test run. I will fill in full details of the outcome and final thought on this with tonights post. So until then...

Blessed Be


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I have untaped for the day. Decided I'd make love making a little less... ummm... 'step' involved. But for now I off to clean the kitchen with my boys so mom doesn't have to. So until the morning.

Blessed Be.


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Day 31 (month 1 progress pix)

Day 31

Well, it's been one month since I started on this journey to a restored foreskin. This is my progress thus far.













Front view













Side view

My progress, though minimal, is greatly noticable for me and my girl. The pictures taken were taken this morning after a 15 very warm shower. I taped directly after at 9:57 a.m.

The tape process this morning went smoothly and didn't even require the use of porn or anything else.

I will more than likely untape at 13 hours tonight so that I can make love to my baby before she has to go to sleep. So until tonight, I'm off to the stroessner with the fam. We're going Green, we are walking to Kroger.

Blessed Be.
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Wow, nothing much to say other than I'm restoring my foreskin, YAY!


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Day 30

Day 30

Taping this morning was a challenge. Had two great sexual engagements with my love and feel asleep perfectly. I finally got taped though at 9:37 a.m. with lots of frustration leading up to it. The kids were up and loud and fighting and banging on the walls and knocking frantically on the bedroom door to taddle. So that sucked but just had to focus and deal. Once everything was good, it was fine. Today is a very comfortable taped day.

I'm going to go read now. So, until later.

Blessed Be.


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Today was a blast. Went to Six Flags today and boy did that reek havok on my tape. It didn't come undone but it did feel like it was trying to. I rode a bunch of kid rides with my babies but adults are not made to fit in those things, add in a sideways taped dick, and you've really got fitment issues. All in all though, the day was a blast. I had fun and all was well.

Tomorrow is another day and taping will resume. Until then, good night all.

Blessed Be.

Day 29

Day 29

8:50 a.m. and all taped. Today I didn't even have to watch porn to get hard for the taping. I got a little "2nd hand" assistance from my baby. That made everything go so much faster. Love those hands!

Well, I'm just getting to blogging because... well, I honestly just forgot. lol. But I have blogged now and all is as it should be. I will blog again at the end of night as usual.

Blessed Be

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Ahhh, what a wonderful day. As stated earlier, I got some more and wow was it great. As for now, I'm off to bed. Tomorrow it's back to stretching. Only a couple days left til' I post the new pics of my progress at month 1. I'm excited and pleased thus far. Granted the progress is still very minimal but both Tiff and I cam feel the diference and it's amazing. I look forward to all the great progress the coming month will bring. I am prepared to face month 2 head on. Hehe! ;-D


Blessed Be.


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Day 28

Day 28

I feel really good today. I guess last night was just the thing I needed to unwind and destress. Not that I stay very stressed or tightly wound. It just that it had been a couple tape days (which does not necessarily mean whole days).

But anyway I'm gonna go get some more now.

Blessed be.
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Untaped at 11:45 p.m. and had some of the most amazing sex ever! What a great day. We went for a walk, visited an adult toy store, laughed, played, joked, and genuinly enjoyed each other in all facets of the word. I love my lady Goddess. She truly is awsome for so many reasons. I mean, any woman that would openly allow her man to have sex with other women if he so desired, is nothing short of the perfect woman. I mean am I right fellas? I mean, and the fact that she's a total hottie makes it that much better, seriously


Wow! Doesn't she just ooze sexiness?! Yum!

Anyway, I digress. Back to the subject, I'm not taping tomorrow as it is the end of the week and I just feel like giving myself and my penis a break. So tomorrow, tape free, for those it may concern, and back to it Saturday, bright and early. Until then I will post a daily update for tomorrow to keep the days tracked consecutively.

Blessed Be.

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Day 27

Day 27

Got taped and stretching at 9:00 a.m. today. Everything went smooth and hassle free. That's really all I have to say other than "I want some!"

Blessed Be.


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It's been longer than my time designated for stretching today, but honestly it's just really comfortable. I guess I'll untape at some point tonight or maybe in the morning. I don't know, whatever.

Hey, it's a good night.

Blessed Be.


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Day 26

Day 26

Got up and taped at 7:15 a.m. this morning with relative ease. Everything went smoothly except for the fact that I didn't wash clothes last night. My knickers will be finished here in about an hour. While I wait I'm using my leg strap. It's actually quite comfortable for the most part. I like the waist strap most as I feel it applies the most consistant pressure.

Anyway, this is a good morning all except the fact that I'm still tired. Oh well, all is good. More later.

Blessed Be.


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What can I say, today was just weird. Ended up untaping right around 8:15 p.m. because the tape was coming loose on the underside. No biggie though, had some spectacular sex and couldn't be more content. Tomorrow is another day.

Blessed Be.


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Day 25

Day 25

After messing with damn tape for an hour, I'm finally taped. It took from 7:03 to 8:00 a.m. for me to just get the tape adjusted right. Then, I'm only going on a little over an hour worth of sleep too, sooo.... Well, my head still hurts and I need to close my eyes.

Blessed Be.

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Well, the time has finally come for me to untape. I realized today why it is I hate taping after 9:00 a.m. during the week… I don't get any! It's my fault though. I just should have taped earlier. There's alway tomorrow.

You know, it took me from around 11:15 p.m. til' 1:51 a.m. to update this piece of shit iPhone? That's what I did to pass the time. I literally would have been more entertained watching paint dry, and a lot less GRR.

That said, I have a headache and I'm past tired, so until then.

Blessed Be.


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Day 24

Day 24

Today I didn't get taped until 12:00 noon. The morning started with a waterfall (tenants above had a sight overflow) and had to clean that up. Then had to report it to the office. Then let the maintainence guy in and wait for him to finish so I could take a shower. By the time I actually got showered and dry it was about 15 til'. So got everything together and had lunch with my baby.

Now it's off to daily routin. Be well.

Blessed Be.


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Change is coming. Tomorrow brings a new beginning. Restored in life.

Blessed Be.

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Day 23

Day 23

As stated last night, I did not tape today. So far the day has been one of rest. I'm working on a life renovation that somewhat coinsides with this restoration process. Restoring has brought about a great understand of the way things I life truly should be. My understanding is that life should be all about restoration, that is to say, getting back to a simpler way. So now I have started a new blog entitled Quest for Qi. If anyone is interested you can follow this blog as well by going to http://www.questforqi.blogspot.com

I won't be posting to it nearly as much but when the urge hits I will. Until tonight.

Blessed Be.

Well, yet again, I untaped a bit early today. I'd have to say around 8 p.m. or so. I have my reasons. Won't be taping tomorrow though, have some work to do early in the morning. Who knows, I may decide to tape when I get back home but I seriously doubt it. So I guess Monday will be back to routine. I will still post tomorrow though. So until then.

Blessed Be.


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Day 22

Day 22

Got a bit of a late start today. Didn't get taped until 10:00 a.m. That means I can untape at 12:00 Midnight. Hopefully everything will work out so I can have that intimate time tonight. Didn't work so well last night, sleep happens. Anyway, this mornings taping process was a bit frustrating to say the least. Got everything together though. So I guess I'll just enjoy the process and wait anxiously to untape and make love to my baby.

Blessed Be.

So ends another great day of stretching. Many times throughout the day I all but forgot I was even taped. Of course, every trip to the bathroom is a instant reminder and, I must admit, a bit of a pain in the ass. Honestly, through all of this, that is the single hardest part to deal with. Every trip to the bathroom to pee is a 3 minute ordeal where I'm use to taking no longer than maybe a minute when not taped. But if that's the worst part, I'll gladly deal. All in all I couldn't ask for anything better. I'm sure there is a method of doing all this that would make sex and urination much easier but I doubt the price would be justifiable. I will look for something better but if it requires a pricey investment and/or a credit card chances are it won't be happening.

Anyway, I'm off to much desired time with the woman that brings me the great joys life holds. My love, my heart, my Tiffany. Good night.

Blessed Be.


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Day 21

Day 21

This morning started off a little earlier than usual. I was fully taped at 10 til' 8 this morning. Unfortunently, I am not properly strapped. See, I wash my undergarments that I use for stretching often. Last night though, I forgot to put them in the dryer. Not that it's that big a deal, but I will feel better when they're done. Right now I've got the waist strap clipped to the waistband of my sweatpants. It's actually really comfortable but it's just not what I'm use to. Anyway, that's all for now. Until tonight.

Blessed Be.


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So I've decided to untape a little early tonight due to other engagements. I stayed tape a full 12 hours, just two hours shy of what I usually do and in all actuallity that is sufficent. Sometimes other things are a bit more important and this engagement very much so is. So until the 'morrow.

Blessed Be.
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Day 20

Day 20

Taped, strapped, and stretching. 8:45 a.m. and all is good. Decided to masturbate prior to stretching in the hope it will more relax the skin. That, and it will keep me a little less frustrated sexually. lol. It's hardest because I'm actually attracted to my partner so I have a tendency to get turned on when around her. Hell, her kisses are enough to get things rising. But I digress. Today, much like yesterday, I will be untapping tonight at or around 11:00 p.m.

Until then, I'm going to rest. Went to sleep to late and woke up way to early. My little one already fell back to sleep. lol. Bless his heart. Anyway, I'm gonna go.

Blessed Be.

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Just untapped, figured I'd go ahead and post now. You know, in doing this, going through this process, it makes you fully appreciate your body. You begin to get a since of respect for all the things you're made to hide on a day to day basis. Clothes hide all the parts of us thar are considered 'peivate' yet in reality nothing about our bodies is meant to be private. As human beings we all share the exact same parts. All men are born with a penis, all females a vagina. All women at some point develop breasts. Though all these parts vary from one person to the next, they are a constant and a given. So why must we feel shame? Because the Bible, a book writen by man, says that a woman at the beginning of time at an apple and felt shame? Bull shit! The body is as natural a thing as can be. There is no reason to ever feel shame. I say we should all shed our clothing and get back to our natural state. To hell with conforming to the government and the fashion industry. We are slaves to those that make the rules. What makes them any more important than us, the majority? We vastly out number them 100 to 1 on ant given day, yet we allow them to heard us like sheep or cattle.

Take for example Bras. Women don't need bras. The bra serves no purpose whatsoever. What, you think wearing a bra makes men more attracted to you? Hell no, we are infinently more attracted to what is hidden by them. Think they add support and prevent sagging? Wrong again. Statistics show that by wearing a bra on a daily basis that, not only do they ultimately contribute to sagging do to weakening the tendons that support the breasts, but they also contribute to unnecessary stress on the shoulders and back. Also, whether you know it or not, the bra has been shown to up your chances of getting breast cancer as it places unnatural stress and pressure on the thin breast tissue. Same thing with panties. The only reason they are recommended is because somebody, in a fancy billion dollar building is getting a pay check off of each pair you buy. They serve no purpose and increase the probabilty that at sine point you will end up with some form of vaginitis because of the amount of bacteria allowed to heat up and multiply in your pretty $8 Victoria Secrets. Ultimately, you are the reason a yeast infection is a million dollar industry.

Men are not exempt either. We buy boxer, and for what? It's not like they offer any support, not that the penis needs it. Honestly, the only reason we have to wear any ryoe of underwear at all is because as babies 70% of us were stripped of the many protection of our glans, the foreskin. For those uncircumcised, YOU DON'T NEED THEM!

Just think about it. What do panties, thongs, boyshorts, briefs, boxers, trunks do to every person that wears them? They ride up, giving you wedgies and discomfort at some point every day. And for women, the truth is, you know that during the day or at some point during the night that pretty lacy, ultra supportive $30+ bra you are wearing is pinching something, digging into somewhere, or putting extra pressure and pain in your shoulders. So why do we still wear these knowingly uncomfortable articles of clothing? Be cause we are told we must from the day we leave diappers. We are slaves period. I mean really, does it make any sence to wear clothing under our clothing? No! And as far as clothing in general, do you see any other animal in the whole entire world wearing clothing? NO! We are animals. We have in us the natural means of dealing with any weather and any temprature. The only reason we find cold unbareable is because of the clothes we've worn since we were born. Here's some proof. When my son was 7 months old he saw snow for the first time. I opened the door to let him see how cold it was. Know what he did? He crawled out into the snow, sat up, flailed in it and laughed. Never once did he seem uncomfortable, in pain, or bothered by it. He didn't cry or even shiver. He was completely content. He honestly didn't cry until I brought him back in the house and only because I took him away from the snow. He literally cried sitting by the door, hitting it, for half an hour.

We are the reason our species is so vulnerable and weak.

Say no to clothing. Make them change the rules. If everyone as a whole came to their government officials and demanded that clothing should be at least optional, we could ultimately break free from laws telling us that our God given nude bodies are wrong, gross, only for sex, and must be covered by a $150 outfit. We don't have control as a people because we are affraid to challenge the minority in Government power. Until we all stand as a nation as one, we will always be a nation divided.

Take a stand, shed your restraints, break free. Except your self as you are and be okay with you. Until you are never will you be allowed to be.

This is just my opinion and my blog. No one has to do anything. In just putting it out there.

Blessed Be.


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Day 19

Day 19

I've been taped as of 8:42 a.m. I would have been fully taped earlier, as I was up well before 8 a.m. but, as promised two days ago, I shot the pictorial of the 16 steps. So here it is:

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And that's it. This is every step I take every morning (that I tape) and it has been like this since about day three because that's when I made my new, much more comfortable, strap. I am comfortable. There is no pulling or pain whatsoever. I will wear this for 14-16 hours or so and then remove it until tomorrow morning. The reason for removing it for me is because during the night while asleep, there is lots of tossing and turning going on. This can compromise the integrety of the tape, causing it to release in some parts. This can lead to uneven stretching, bruising, micro rips in the skin, pain and in some cases infection from pressure, blood clotting, and open cuts being infected with dirt. No thank you. So, safety first.

{side note: last night I did not tape and I made love to my beautiful partner and for the first time during this whole stretching ordeal, we both felt the newly stretched skin move. It was amazing! If this is just a preview as to why I can expect, I'm even more motivated. Awsome!}

So until tonight...

Blessed Be.

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(posted for last night due to connectivity issue with posting before bed)

I did not tape today so there's nothing to post. Will post pictorial tomorrow morning.

Blessed Be.

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Day 18

Day 18

Not taping today, got to late and I was really busy. Until tomorrow.

Blessed Be.


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Do to the tape starting to release prematurely, I removed it at 7:20 p.m. I'm not going to post pics tonight as I don't want to seperate the steps. In the morning as I tape I will post all 16 consecutively. Until then, I've got a headache and am going to turn in for the night. Good night all.

Blessed Be.


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Day 17

Day 17

I was up at 5:44 a.m., right before the alarms went off this morning. Got up, made breakfast, coffee, and with ease, got myself awake enough to wake everyone who needed to be up, up. Of course the only one I bothered waking was my love. Brought her breakfast in bed (awwww) and woke her.

The tape from yesterday is still on and holding strong. So I guess if I'm going to post the 16 step tutorial it'll have to be as I make the tape for tomorrow. I'll make sure and post the first few steps in tonights closing post and post the remaining steps in tomorrow mornings. All I've done with the tape today is switch the side I'm stretching on. Just a simple transfer from the left side to the right. Still comfortable, no pulling or pinching. The only negative I see is that I'm horny as hell but I'll take care of that tonight.

So until tonight.

Blessed Be.

So I've decided to just stay taped for the night. I figured I'm sleepy now and have to get up really early so I'd rather just sleep. I figure I'll just untape tomorrow after Heroes which is around 10:00 p.m. So until tomorrow I say good night to all.

Blessed Be.

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Day 16

Day 16

Today I didn't get tapped until around 11:15 a.m. which means I won't be untapping until about 2:30 a.m. It was a bit rough going this morning. I don't really know why but it seemed everything was irritating me. The thing is, to tape properly, the penis needs to be fully erect. If this is an issue even a little the process is slow going at best. But, because the mind is focused on getting the tape situated properly, it's hard to focus on getting hard. Usually I can throw on some porn and about 45 seconds later I'm erect enough to tape, I just have to get all the way taped in 15 seconds (or less) or the erection is gone. It's sort of a race against time. Once taped though all is fine and I can just strap up.

Okay, just in case I haven't really explained the process I'll do that now.

1. I prepare the T-Tape by cutting a 5Lx2W piece of wax paper for the tape backing and fold it length ways bringing the width to 1 in.

2. I pull out a piece of tape 5 in. long and place the wax paper backing at the bottom just slightly hanging over the bottom most edge.

3. I then take another 5 in. piece of tape and mate the two sticky sides against each other as evenly as possible.

4. Then I fold open the section that is not adhered because of the wax paper. This makes a T formation.

5. From here the tape is ready to go on. So I crease the T section and remove the wax paper backing.

6. At this point it's time to get an erection so that I can apply the tape. I do what is necessary to get myself hard.

7. I then pull the shaft skin taught toward my body and locate the POE (point of equalibrium which is the point where the outer and inner shaft skin can be pulled evenly).

8. I position the tape with the crease of the T on the POE and wrap it as evenly as possible around the circumference of my shaft.

9. Once the tape is on, I try to maintain an erection for at least a minute to allow full adhesion to take place.

10. After the tape is on good, I put together a pad for the tip of my glans. The reason for this is to collect any moister that may become present while strapped. This is made from toilet paper, paper towel, and gauze and it's placed in and held by the pressure of the glands pressing against the taped foreskin.
11. Once everything is in place the tape ring is pulled forward, placing the skin to be stretched up over, in part, the glans and collected into a bunched tab to allow it to be held by the strap.

12. When a comfortable position is made with the tab it is folded over to make for more bulk surfice for the strap clamp. Then the clamp is applied to the bulk tab

13. The strap is then left to hang while boxers(-briefs) are put on and then the strap is fed through the 'fly' of the boxer.

14. After everything is fed throught, the strap is brought around the waist around the back and connected to the other side opposite the side the penis is pointing. (note: I switch sides each day to ensure most equal and consistant pressure as I feel it'll make for a more even out come in the end)

15. Once the strap is on I adjust the tension of the strap to make sure I feel pressure but NO pain. If there is pain, I adjust again until there is none.

16. After that, I personally put on another pain of trunk type underwear with the sole purpose of putting something soft between my stretched shaft skin and whatever pants I am going to be wearing that day. All done

This is the general process and I do this all in under 10 minutes most of the time. Since I do this daily, sometimes I will make 5-7 T-Tapes at a time, though recently I find it best to make it right before or the night before tapping as the wax paper releases easier then the ones allowed to sit over days. If they've sat for a couple days the adhesive on the tape becomes rather stuck to the wax paper and can cause a host of frustrations.

I will try my best to post these steps again for tomorrows stretching in a step by step pictorial sans the words as they are posted above. I will do the full 16 step process in just pictures to show each step clearly for those who may be interested in following this method.

That's all for today and I hope it can help someone out there. Sorry it took so long to post this, I got busy with home keep up. Hey, what can I say, life happens... Even when restoring. ;-D LOL!

Blessed Be


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10:45 and time to untape. I have enjoyed stretching today and have nothing but good things to say. It was genuinly comfortable all day. Nothing more to say. Happy day.

Blessed Be.


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Day 15

Day 15

8:40 a.m. and I'm taped and strapped. Had a dream last night that I was fully restored and was a porn star. I love the thought of being natural and as like uncut as possible the way that nature intended. It's just not fair that I had to be subjected to such a life trauma. Who would have thought it would have this effect when the proceedure was done a day after birth?! Well it has and here I am, fighting to get back what belongs to me.

Blessed Be.

Untaped extremely early today. After being taped for only 8 hours I made the decision to untape do to the fact that I was going to the Gas Light Festival and just did not want to be that uncomfortable. I'm not sure if I want to tape tomorrow or not but more than likely I will. We shall see.

Blessed Be.


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Day 14

Day 14

Taped today at 10:30. I got to bed late so you know. Today is actually the first day I've ever gotten all taped up with others in the room. Granted it was Tiff, my girl, and our youngest boy. I usually take myself to a bathroom and get taped, strapped, and underweared (lol). I guess today I just wasn't awake enough to care. But I was successfully able to do what needed to be done to get me straped to stretch. Good deal.

Blessed Be.


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As another day comes to an end, once again I prepare for another day of tape and stretch. It is so easy to fall into the routine of stretching that all I need do now to prepare is dwell on the thought and desired out come. After only this short amount of time spent taping, and even with the break for healing, already sex has changed. Call it psychosimatic or whatever you like but I know both me and my lover feel the difference. It's as I hoped and I can only wait with asertex anxiousness for the end result that I may finally know the joys of a completely restored foreskin. Good night all.

Blessed Be

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Day 13

Day 13

I've decided not to tape today. It's not that I don't want to or that anything is wrong, it's honestly due to the fact that my love is on vacation and this is one of the very few days of said vacation that she doesn't have something else scheduales or planned. I'm going to take thus day to give her my full attention and body. I have a good feeling about it.

Until tonight.

Blessed Be.


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Day 12 ended at 12:34 a.m. when I untaped. Unfortunently, through tiredness, I didn't post last night. So here I am posting for last night. No complaints about the day. Restored for my alotted 14-16 hours. Bt nights end though, I was so ready to rake it off and just go to sleep. That's about all there is to say.

Blessed Be.


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Day 12

Day 12

This morning was a rough one. Woke up with a migraine. But I digress.

Well, I've taped and straped as of 8:26 a.m. Very comfortable today. The tape adhered very well and with no tention causing pain.

I would write more but my head is throbbing.

Blessed Be.


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Day 11 of restoring came to an end early today. I was forced to untape at 9:07 p.m. due to a rip in the tape. So naturally, as ripped tape can cause more harm than good, I used the opportunity to make love to my beautiful girl. Tomorrow is another day and I will tape and continue my restoration efforts. The day was a good day as I was able to wear two of the straps today and give them good field try outs. The leg band was quite succesful and moderately comfortable and the traditional waist wrap strap was as usual comfortable and precise. Out of the two I am still partial to the waist wrap. It is consistant and unfailing, extremely comfortable and easy to manuveur for desired effect. I will wear only that one tomorrow as it is best but will be untaping at nights end. My reason for this is do to more indepth research. Apparently the most effected method of taping would have me tape for no longer than 16 hours per day, 7 days a week. I find that this makes it easier to be avaliable for those intimate moments that happen once the children are down for the night. I can only hope and see if the desired out come is as I hope. I have high hopes that they will. I will post as usual and as the months pass by I hope to bring you pics of possitive progress.

Blessed Be.

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Day 11

Day 11

Restored all night with little issue. At times, during nightly erections, there was some presure which did cause me to stir. For the most part, though, all was well. The new strap was greatly effective and very comfortable. I think that I need to adjust the leg strap as I tried it last night and think it to be a bit looser than I'd like. I will do this tonight, shaving off maybe two inches of the elastic strap.
All in all, things are looking good and feeling very nice. I look forward to each day to come.

Blessed Be.




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End of day 10 and it has been a very gratifying one. The new strap I made worked wonderfully and gave a seemless line beneath my pants. The first strap I made in my first attempt to restore was a ruff one to say the least. I am going to keep it as to remind myself of where I started once I have reached my goal. My excitement grows with each trip to the bathroom as I can look down to my taped and strapped shaft skin and see it pulled over my head like a mock foreskin. It's inspiring and sexy.

I took today to make a couple more straps. I made this one for night time as sleeping comes with it's stiff gifts during sleep.





It is to go around the neck and hold the penis in an upward, more natural, direction for night time erections.

Then I made another strap meant to be worn sort of like a gaurder belt.





It has an adjustable clip on it so tension can be applied comfortably just by sliding it closer or farther from the inner thigh. It is for whenever I don't feel like wearing boxers as I usually never wear underwear at all. It is also for certain pants that may be a bit tighter or sit a bit lower.

I think that having all 3 straps as options should greatly improve my comfort throughout this process as well as give me the freedom to wear whatever I want. I am greatly excited and no words can begin to express how it feels. Just know it keeps my spirits very high even when things get a bit uncomfortable for whatever reason.

I shall continue my daily post. And just as a side note, since I posted my before pics on the 5th of September, I will be posting each of the monthly progression pics on the 5th of each month during this process. Thank you to everyone who is lending their moral support and following along my journy. I only hope it can inspire others interested in this and possibly sway future parents from choosing circumcision for their sons.

Blessed Be.

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Day 10

Day 10

8:15 a.m. marked the beginning of my return to restoring after a short stint at healing. Now that I am back to restoring I feel empowered. It's a worderful feeling of inspiration, energy, and uphoria.

With restoring, I am now restoring 3 days at a time. The reason being to allow sex with my spouse to happen. It's kind of unfair to have her wait but after discussing it with her, as usual, she is very bending and willing to do what is needed to allow me to do whatever it is I feel I need to do. This is just one of the few reasons I love and cherish her so very much.

Currently, having been restoring now just over two hours, I feel a slight itching in the location that just healed. This let's me know that the healing process was not 100%. I'm hoping, though, it will not cause me anymore issues and that it is healed far enough to be okay from this point on.

I will post more at the end of the night.

Blessed Be.

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Tomorrow begins restoration. Instead of writing anything on male circumcision I figured I'd help women see what I mean when making a comparison. If one was to see circumcision from the other side of the spectrum you'd have this








as normal everyday medical proceedure. Now if this looks like something you'd consider vile and wrong and consider mutilation keep in mind this is what you are doing to your sons. Foreskin serves all the same purposes as your clitoral hood and labia minora. Just a little for your minds to process. Hopefully this picture can change minds out there of those women considering circumcision for their little men. I urge you to copy this picture and email it to any of your male and female friends expecting a new baby boy or those whom are not yet pregnant but are thinking about it or are trying to get pregnant. If you could have them do the same and get it out there maybe in time we can make male infant genital mutilation a thing of our past in America. Spread the word and pic please. Thank you.

Blessed Be.

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Day 9

Day 9

Didn't get around to writing this morning but all is well. Went to the Middletown festival last night and had a blast but wore my ass out. Nothing really to write in regards to restoring other than. I'm ready for Monday morning. Got figure out the sex issue (being taped for up to 5 days can be tricky cause once the tape comes off a new one must be used). But we'll figure it out.

Blessed Be.


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The end of day 8 has come. The day was nothing if not one full of frustration. The evening faired much better and the night even more. Now though, I am tired and sleep beckons me. I shall sleep and dream of a more frustration free tomorrow. And I will again prepare to continue restoring as I have fully healed. Tomorrow will be one without restoring but Monday begins again but this time for a much longer stint. I have made the necessary adjustments needed to prevent a reoccurany and u have better prepared all the tools for the next phase. Til' then.

Blessed Be.

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Day 8

Day 8

Not restoring today. No, today is dedicated to internal penile modifications made. Today I must give a semen sample for my post vasectomy sterilization check to see if the proceedure proved successful. Yes I will be taking care of that in the next couple of hours. After that though... Let's just say the rest of today and most of tomorrow will be dedicated to lots and lots of penetration and masturbation. On Monday I will return to my regularly scheduled restoration.

Blessed Be.

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This marks the end of day 7 as I prepare to lay down for the night. Since I've started this whole restoration thing I have found that I have become very well aquainted with my penis. I have come to admire the color, shinnyness, shape, and subtle folds, creases, and lines. I think that I have literally fallen in love with my phallus. It deserves praise and respect as it is the part of me that begs to be worshiped. It is the part of me hidden from the world that begs to be free. And most importantly, it is the part of me that begs to be as it was meant to be, protected from the harshness of man made restrictions i.e., clothes. When I emerged from the womb, my penis was hooded, protected from the elements, safe from the harsh inevitablity of diapers, underwear, and pants. Before it had a chance to claim it's victory over these things it was mutilated, forced to expose it's protected gift. Millions of nerves gone, veins and lubricators cut away, forcing it's sensitve, vulnerable glands to calus, and canternize, become tough and dull, and oblivious to the natural cleansing, lubricating and ferimone rich secretions that were meant to be.

I am bitter that my foreskin was forcefully taken from me without my permission and more so because I didn't have a chance or choice in the matter. I can only imagine what could have been.

Think about this: removal of the foreskin causes many things negative to develop in the penis.

1. The size of the penis in it's final state, both length and girth, are stunted. What may be 6 inches circumcised fully erect could have been closer to 8 inches if not circumcised. And the thickness greater.

2. The amount of skin removed at birth seems minimal, no more than maybe 4 square inches. That skin of a full grown male is actually 15 square inches. In other words, it is nearly 50% of the overall shaft skin.

3. What doctors say it prevents when advocating circumcision is greatly inaccurate and unfounded. They boast that circumcision greatly prevents the spread of STD's, namely HIV, but what infant do you know having sex? Also, they say it lessens the possiblity of penile cancer yet there is NO proof to back this up. Truth is by removing the foreskin you greatly INCREASE the risk of many of these and add the possiblity of greater infection in the open wound.

4. The foreskin has many many purposes such as protecting the glans, lubricating for sexual intercourse, preveting friction during intercourse, extending sex play (preventing premature ejaculation), releasing ferimones, cleansing of the glans by removing dead skin cells, and on and on. For something to have so many reasons for being how can it possibly be okay to just chop it off?

And finally,

5. If it were a female, it'd ne the equalivent of removing the clitoral hood and the whole of the inner labia. Enough said.

So as I lay down to sleep, I have a new found respect for my penis and every other penis on this planet cut and uncut alike. But also I have a new found motivation to see this through to the new beginning. I will have a foreskin again. Maybe not as great as the one I was born with, but at least 75% as good I hope. This is a life goal worth pursuing.

For those of you contemplating having sons or are do to have one, please take all of this into consideration before you decide to disfigure your child. Is it really worth the resentment later in life? Is it worth the physical and psychological baggage it creates later in life? Is it really necessary to do what the doctor feels is right just because it tacks on another $2500.00 onto his pay when you're billed? Oh, you didn't know the doc gets fat paid for that legalized child mutilation? Yep, they do.

Stop condoning this. Stop male infant gental mutilation. It's illegal to circumcise a female so let's just call it equal rights. Give the boys the same protection you do your precious little girls. After all, if it wasn't meant to be there we wouldn't be born with them. Damn the reasons the doctors give. It's all just Money in their eyes.

Blessed Be.

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Day 7

Day 7

Am I healed enough to safely resume restoring? YES! But.... I'm not. I've decided to just wait until Monday. Why? Well because. Because 3 months ago tomorrow I underwent a vasectomy. At the 3 month mark it's time to give a semen sample to see if all went as planned. Well in order to get a sample that is sufficient enough to use one must abstain from ejaculation for 2 - 7 days. I've tried the 7 day haul and just could not do it. At day 4 I just couldn't take it anymore. But in doing so, I am forced to do nothing until after 1:00 p.m. tomorrow. Being as how I'm always horny, two days can feel like an eternity. Fact of the matter is after I give my specimen tomorrow, I'm coming home and from whatever time I get home til' one or both of us tap out I'm going to be like a 13 year old boy who's finally gettin' some without the worry of mom and dad catching him cause they're in Europe for the summer. LOL! In other words I'm going to try my best to fuck as much as I can, for as long as I can, until it just hurts to touch it or move period. I am so horny right now that my balls ache and that just sucks.

The bright side to all this is how supportive my partner has been through my many odd undertakings. She's been the best. Always has my back no matter what even if it doesn't really make sense to her. I love this woman more than life itself. Tiffany Lynn Spencer, you are my all and my everything, and without you my life would just not be worth the breath it takes. I love, honor, and cherish you with every fibre of my being. Thank you for all you are to and for me.

So, I'm going to take this weekend to completely heal, and pleasure my very deserving partner.

Oh and by the way, having done a little more research pertaining to the T-Tape method, I have found that I'm going about it a bit wrong. I tape and untape daily. Well, really, one T-Tape is suppose to be worn 3-5 days at a time before changing out. So whe I do resume taping, I will be taping fo three days at a time. Or at least trying, I just love sex too much to stay taped that long. We'll see.

Blessed Be.


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