It's been longer than my time designated for stretching today, but honestly it's just really comfortable. I guess I'll untape at some point tonight or maybe in the morning. I don't know, whatever.

Hey, it's a good night.

Blessed Be.


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Day 26

Day 26

Got up and taped at 7:15 a.m. this morning with relative ease. Everything went smoothly except for the fact that I didn't wash clothes last night. My knickers will be finished here in about an hour. While I wait I'm using my leg strap. It's actually quite comfortable for the most part. I like the waist strap most as I feel it applies the most consistant pressure.

Anyway, this is a good morning all except the fact that I'm still tired. Oh well, all is good. More later.

Blessed Be.


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What can I say, today was just weird. Ended up untaping right around 8:15 p.m. because the tape was coming loose on the underside. No biggie though, had some spectacular sex and couldn't be more content. Tomorrow is another day.

Blessed Be.


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Day 25

Day 25

After messing with damn tape for an hour, I'm finally taped. It took from 7:03 to 8:00 a.m. for me to just get the tape adjusted right. Then, I'm only going on a little over an hour worth of sleep too, sooo.... Well, my head still hurts and I need to close my eyes.

Blessed Be.

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Well, the time has finally come for me to untape. I realized today why it is I hate taping after 9:00 a.m. during the week… I don't get any! It's my fault though. I just should have taped earlier. There's alway tomorrow.

You know, it took me from around 11:15 p.m. til' 1:51 a.m. to update this piece of shit iPhone? That's what I did to pass the time. I literally would have been more entertained watching paint dry, and a lot less GRR.

That said, I have a headache and I'm past tired, so until then.

Blessed Be.


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Day 24

Day 24

Today I didn't get taped until 12:00 noon. The morning started with a waterfall (tenants above had a sight overflow) and had to clean that up. Then had to report it to the office. Then let the maintainence guy in and wait for him to finish so I could take a shower. By the time I actually got showered and dry it was about 15 til'. So got everything together and had lunch with my baby.

Now it's off to daily routin. Be well.

Blessed Be.


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Change is coming. Tomorrow brings a new beginning. Restored in life.

Blessed Be.

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Day 23

Day 23

As stated last night, I did not tape today. So far the day has been one of rest. I'm working on a life renovation that somewhat coinsides with this restoration process. Restoring has brought about a great understand of the way things I life truly should be. My understanding is that life should be all about restoration, that is to say, getting back to a simpler way. So now I have started a new blog entitled Quest for Qi. If anyone is interested you can follow this blog as well by going to http://www.questforqi.blogspot.com

I won't be posting to it nearly as much but when the urge hits I will. Until tonight.

Blessed Be.

Well, yet again, I untaped a bit early today. I'd have to say around 8 p.m. or so. I have my reasons. Won't be taping tomorrow though, have some work to do early in the morning. Who knows, I may decide to tape when I get back home but I seriously doubt it. So I guess Monday will be back to routine. I will still post tomorrow though. So until then.

Blessed Be.


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Day 22

Day 22

Got a bit of a late start today. Didn't get taped until 10:00 a.m. That means I can untape at 12:00 Midnight. Hopefully everything will work out so I can have that intimate time tonight. Didn't work so well last night, sleep happens. Anyway, this mornings taping process was a bit frustrating to say the least. Got everything together though. So I guess I'll just enjoy the process and wait anxiously to untape and make love to my baby.

Blessed Be.

So ends another great day of stretching. Many times throughout the day I all but forgot I was even taped. Of course, every trip to the bathroom is a instant reminder and, I must admit, a bit of a pain in the ass. Honestly, through all of this, that is the single hardest part to deal with. Every trip to the bathroom to pee is a 3 minute ordeal where I'm use to taking no longer than maybe a minute when not taped. But if that's the worst part, I'll gladly deal. All in all I couldn't ask for anything better. I'm sure there is a method of doing all this that would make sex and urination much easier but I doubt the price would be justifiable. I will look for something better but if it requires a pricey investment and/or a credit card chances are it won't be happening.

Anyway, I'm off to much desired time with the woman that brings me the great joys life holds. My love, my heart, my Tiffany. Good night.

Blessed Be.


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Day 21

Day 21

This morning started off a little earlier than usual. I was fully taped at 10 til' 8 this morning. Unfortunently, I am not properly strapped. See, I wash my undergarments that I use for stretching often. Last night though, I forgot to put them in the dryer. Not that it's that big a deal, but I will feel better when they're done. Right now I've got the waist strap clipped to the waistband of my sweatpants. It's actually really comfortable but it's just not what I'm use to. Anyway, that's all for now. Until tonight.

Blessed Be.


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So I've decided to untape a little early tonight due to other engagements. I stayed tape a full 12 hours, just two hours shy of what I usually do and in all actuallity that is sufficent. Sometimes other things are a bit more important and this engagement very much so is. So until the 'morrow.

Blessed Be.
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Day 20

Day 20

Taped, strapped, and stretching. 8:45 a.m. and all is good. Decided to masturbate prior to stretching in the hope it will more relax the skin. That, and it will keep me a little less frustrated sexually. lol. It's hardest because I'm actually attracted to my partner so I have a tendency to get turned on when around her. Hell, her kisses are enough to get things rising. But I digress. Today, much like yesterday, I will be untapping tonight at or around 11:00 p.m.

Until then, I'm going to rest. Went to sleep to late and woke up way to early. My little one already fell back to sleep. lol. Bless his heart. Anyway, I'm gonna go.

Blessed Be.

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Just untapped, figured I'd go ahead and post now. You know, in doing this, going through this process, it makes you fully appreciate your body. You begin to get a since of respect for all the things you're made to hide on a day to day basis. Clothes hide all the parts of us thar are considered 'peivate' yet in reality nothing about our bodies is meant to be private. As human beings we all share the exact same parts. All men are born with a penis, all females a vagina. All women at some point develop breasts. Though all these parts vary from one person to the next, they are a constant and a given. So why must we feel shame? Because the Bible, a book writen by man, says that a woman at the beginning of time at an apple and felt shame? Bull shit! The body is as natural a thing as can be. There is no reason to ever feel shame. I say we should all shed our clothing and get back to our natural state. To hell with conforming to the government and the fashion industry. We are slaves to those that make the rules. What makes them any more important than us, the majority? We vastly out number them 100 to 1 on ant given day, yet we allow them to heard us like sheep or cattle.

Take for example Bras. Women don't need bras. The bra serves no purpose whatsoever. What, you think wearing a bra makes men more attracted to you? Hell no, we are infinently more attracted to what is hidden by them. Think they add support and prevent sagging? Wrong again. Statistics show that by wearing a bra on a daily basis that, not only do they ultimately contribute to sagging do to weakening the tendons that support the breasts, but they also contribute to unnecessary stress on the shoulders and back. Also, whether you know it or not, the bra has been shown to up your chances of getting breast cancer as it places unnatural stress and pressure on the thin breast tissue. Same thing with panties. The only reason they are recommended is because somebody, in a fancy billion dollar building is getting a pay check off of each pair you buy. They serve no purpose and increase the probabilty that at sine point you will end up with some form of vaginitis because of the amount of bacteria allowed to heat up and multiply in your pretty $8 Victoria Secrets. Ultimately, you are the reason a yeast infection is a million dollar industry.

Men are not exempt either. We buy boxer, and for what? It's not like they offer any support, not that the penis needs it. Honestly, the only reason we have to wear any ryoe of underwear at all is because as babies 70% of us were stripped of the many protection of our glans, the foreskin. For those uncircumcised, YOU DON'T NEED THEM!

Just think about it. What do panties, thongs, boyshorts, briefs, boxers, trunks do to every person that wears them? They ride up, giving you wedgies and discomfort at some point every day. And for women, the truth is, you know that during the day or at some point during the night that pretty lacy, ultra supportive $30+ bra you are wearing is pinching something, digging into somewhere, or putting extra pressure and pain in your shoulders. So why do we still wear these knowingly uncomfortable articles of clothing? Be cause we are told we must from the day we leave diappers. We are slaves period. I mean really, does it make any sence to wear clothing under our clothing? No! And as far as clothing in general, do you see any other animal in the whole entire world wearing clothing? NO! We are animals. We have in us the natural means of dealing with any weather and any temprature. The only reason we find cold unbareable is because of the clothes we've worn since we were born. Here's some proof. When my son was 7 months old he saw snow for the first time. I opened the door to let him see how cold it was. Know what he did? He crawled out into the snow, sat up, flailed in it and laughed. Never once did he seem uncomfortable, in pain, or bothered by it. He didn't cry or even shiver. He was completely content. He honestly didn't cry until I brought him back in the house and only because I took him away from the snow. He literally cried sitting by the door, hitting it, for half an hour.

We are the reason our species is so vulnerable and weak.

Say no to clothing. Make them change the rules. If everyone as a whole came to their government officials and demanded that clothing should be at least optional, we could ultimately break free from laws telling us that our God given nude bodies are wrong, gross, only for sex, and must be covered by a $150 outfit. We don't have control as a people because we are affraid to challenge the minority in Government power. Until we all stand as a nation as one, we will always be a nation divided.

Take a stand, shed your restraints, break free. Except your self as you are and be okay with you. Until you are never will you be allowed to be.

This is just my opinion and my blog. No one has to do anything. In just putting it out there.

Blessed Be.


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Day 19

Day 19

I've been taped as of 8:42 a.m. I would have been fully taped earlier, as I was up well before 8 a.m. but, as promised two days ago, I shot the pictorial of the 16 steps. So here it is:

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And that's it. This is every step I take every morning (that I tape) and it has been like this since about day three because that's when I made my new, much more comfortable, strap. I am comfortable. There is no pulling or pain whatsoever. I will wear this for 14-16 hours or so and then remove it until tomorrow morning. The reason for removing it for me is because during the night while asleep, there is lots of tossing and turning going on. This can compromise the integrety of the tape, causing it to release in some parts. This can lead to uneven stretching, bruising, micro rips in the skin, pain and in some cases infection from pressure, blood clotting, and open cuts being infected with dirt. No thank you. So, safety first.

{side note: last night I did not tape and I made love to my beautiful partner and for the first time during this whole stretching ordeal, we both felt the newly stretched skin move. It was amazing! If this is just a preview as to why I can expect, I'm even more motivated. Awsome!}

So until tonight...

Blessed Be.

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(posted for last night due to connectivity issue with posting before bed)

I did not tape today so there's nothing to post. Will post pictorial tomorrow morning.

Blessed Be.

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Day 18

Day 18

Not taping today, got to late and I was really busy. Until tomorrow.

Blessed Be.


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Do to the tape starting to release prematurely, I removed it at 7:20 p.m. I'm not going to post pics tonight as I don't want to seperate the steps. In the morning as I tape I will post all 16 consecutively. Until then, I've got a headache and am going to turn in for the night. Good night all.

Blessed Be.


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Day 17

Day 17

I was up at 5:44 a.m., right before the alarms went off this morning. Got up, made breakfast, coffee, and with ease, got myself awake enough to wake everyone who needed to be up, up. Of course the only one I bothered waking was my love. Brought her breakfast in bed (awwww) and woke her.

The tape from yesterday is still on and holding strong. So I guess if I'm going to post the 16 step tutorial it'll have to be as I make the tape for tomorrow. I'll make sure and post the first few steps in tonights closing post and post the remaining steps in tomorrow mornings. All I've done with the tape today is switch the side I'm stretching on. Just a simple transfer from the left side to the right. Still comfortable, no pulling or pinching. The only negative I see is that I'm horny as hell but I'll take care of that tonight.

So until tonight.

Blessed Be.

So I've decided to just stay taped for the night. I figured I'm sleepy now and have to get up really early so I'd rather just sleep. I figure I'll just untape tomorrow after Heroes which is around 10:00 p.m. So until tomorrow I say good night to all.

Blessed Be.

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Day 16

Day 16

Today I didn't get tapped until around 11:15 a.m. which means I won't be untapping until about 2:30 a.m. It was a bit rough going this morning. I don't really know why but it seemed everything was irritating me. The thing is, to tape properly, the penis needs to be fully erect. If this is an issue even a little the process is slow going at best. But, because the mind is focused on getting the tape situated properly, it's hard to focus on getting hard. Usually I can throw on some porn and about 45 seconds later I'm erect enough to tape, I just have to get all the way taped in 15 seconds (or less) or the erection is gone. It's sort of a race against time. Once taped though all is fine and I can just strap up.

Okay, just in case I haven't really explained the process I'll do that now.

1. I prepare the T-Tape by cutting a 5Lx2W piece of wax paper for the tape backing and fold it length ways bringing the width to 1 in.

2. I pull out a piece of tape 5 in. long and place the wax paper backing at the bottom just slightly hanging over the bottom most edge.

3. I then take another 5 in. piece of tape and mate the two sticky sides against each other as evenly as possible.

4. Then I fold open the section that is not adhered because of the wax paper. This makes a T formation.

5. From here the tape is ready to go on. So I crease the T section and remove the wax paper backing.

6. At this point it's time to get an erection so that I can apply the tape. I do what is necessary to get myself hard.

7. I then pull the shaft skin taught toward my body and locate the POE (point of equalibrium which is the point where the outer and inner shaft skin can be pulled evenly).

8. I position the tape with the crease of the T on the POE and wrap it as evenly as possible around the circumference of my shaft.

9. Once the tape is on, I try to maintain an erection for at least a minute to allow full adhesion to take place.

10. After the tape is on good, I put together a pad for the tip of my glans. The reason for this is to collect any moister that may become present while strapped. This is made from toilet paper, paper towel, and gauze and it's placed in and held by the pressure of the glands pressing against the taped foreskin.
11. Once everything is in place the tape ring is pulled forward, placing the skin to be stretched up over, in part, the glans and collected into a bunched tab to allow it to be held by the strap.

12. When a comfortable position is made with the tab it is folded over to make for more bulk surfice for the strap clamp. Then the clamp is applied to the bulk tab

13. The strap is then left to hang while boxers(-briefs) are put on and then the strap is fed through the 'fly' of the boxer.

14. After everything is fed throught, the strap is brought around the waist around the back and connected to the other side opposite the side the penis is pointing. (note: I switch sides each day to ensure most equal and consistant pressure as I feel it'll make for a more even out come in the end)

15. Once the strap is on I adjust the tension of the strap to make sure I feel pressure but NO pain. If there is pain, I adjust again until there is none.

16. After that, I personally put on another pain of trunk type underwear with the sole purpose of putting something soft between my stretched shaft skin and whatever pants I am going to be wearing that day. All done

This is the general process and I do this all in under 10 minutes most of the time. Since I do this daily, sometimes I will make 5-7 T-Tapes at a time, though recently I find it best to make it right before or the night before tapping as the wax paper releases easier then the ones allowed to sit over days. If they've sat for a couple days the adhesive on the tape becomes rather stuck to the wax paper and can cause a host of frustrations.

I will try my best to post these steps again for tomorrows stretching in a step by step pictorial sans the words as they are posted above. I will do the full 16 step process in just pictures to show each step clearly for those who may be interested in following this method.

That's all for today and I hope it can help someone out there. Sorry it took so long to post this, I got busy with home keep up. Hey, what can I say, life happens... Even when restoring. ;-D LOL!

Blessed Be


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10:45 and time to untape. I have enjoyed stretching today and have nothing but good things to say. It was genuinly comfortable all day. Nothing more to say. Happy day.

Blessed Be.


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Day 15

Day 15

8:40 a.m. and I'm taped and strapped. Had a dream last night that I was fully restored and was a porn star. I love the thought of being natural and as like uncut as possible the way that nature intended. It's just not fair that I had to be subjected to such a life trauma. Who would have thought it would have this effect when the proceedure was done a day after birth?! Well it has and here I am, fighting to get back what belongs to me.

Blessed Be.

Untaped extremely early today. After being taped for only 8 hours I made the decision to untape do to the fact that I was going to the Gas Light Festival and just did not want to be that uncomfortable. I'm not sure if I want to tape tomorrow or not but more than likely I will. We shall see.

Blessed Be.


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Day 14

Day 14

Taped today at 10:30. I got to bed late so you know. Today is actually the first day I've ever gotten all taped up with others in the room. Granted it was Tiff, my girl, and our youngest boy. I usually take myself to a bathroom and get taped, strapped, and underweared (lol). I guess today I just wasn't awake enough to care. But I was successfully able to do what needed to be done to get me straped to stretch. Good deal.

Blessed Be.


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As another day comes to an end, once again I prepare for another day of tape and stretch. It is so easy to fall into the routine of stretching that all I need do now to prepare is dwell on the thought and desired out come. After only this short amount of time spent taping, and even with the break for healing, already sex has changed. Call it psychosimatic or whatever you like but I know both me and my lover feel the difference. It's as I hoped and I can only wait with asertex anxiousness for the end result that I may finally know the joys of a completely restored foreskin. Good night all.

Blessed Be

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Day 13

Day 13

I've decided not to tape today. It's not that I don't want to or that anything is wrong, it's honestly due to the fact that my love is on vacation and this is one of the very few days of said vacation that she doesn't have something else scheduales or planned. I'm going to take thus day to give her my full attention and body. I have a good feeling about it.

Until tonight.

Blessed Be.


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Day 12 ended at 12:34 a.m. when I untaped. Unfortunently, through tiredness, I didn't post last night. So here I am posting for last night. No complaints about the day. Restored for my alotted 14-16 hours. Bt nights end though, I was so ready to rake it off and just go to sleep. That's about all there is to say.

Blessed Be.


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Day 12

Day 12

This morning was a rough one. Woke up with a migraine. But I digress.

Well, I've taped and straped as of 8:26 a.m. Very comfortable today. The tape adhered very well and with no tention causing pain.

I would write more but my head is throbbing.

Blessed Be.


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Day 11 of restoring came to an end early today. I was forced to untape at 9:07 p.m. due to a rip in the tape. So naturally, as ripped tape can cause more harm than good, I used the opportunity to make love to my beautiful girl. Tomorrow is another day and I will tape and continue my restoration efforts. The day was a good day as I was able to wear two of the straps today and give them good field try outs. The leg band was quite succesful and moderately comfortable and the traditional waist wrap strap was as usual comfortable and precise. Out of the two I am still partial to the waist wrap. It is consistant and unfailing, extremely comfortable and easy to manuveur for desired effect. I will wear only that one tomorrow as it is best but will be untaping at nights end. My reason for this is do to more indepth research. Apparently the most effected method of taping would have me tape for no longer than 16 hours per day, 7 days a week. I find that this makes it easier to be avaliable for those intimate moments that happen once the children are down for the night. I can only hope and see if the desired out come is as I hope. I have high hopes that they will. I will post as usual and as the months pass by I hope to bring you pics of possitive progress.

Blessed Be.

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Day 11

Day 11

Restored all night with little issue. At times, during nightly erections, there was some presure which did cause me to stir. For the most part, though, all was well. The new strap was greatly effective and very comfortable. I think that I need to adjust the leg strap as I tried it last night and think it to be a bit looser than I'd like. I will do this tonight, shaving off maybe two inches of the elastic strap.
All in all, things are looking good and feeling very nice. I look forward to each day to come.

Blessed Be.




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End of day 10 and it has been a very gratifying one. The new strap I made worked wonderfully and gave a seemless line beneath my pants. The first strap I made in my first attempt to restore was a ruff one to say the least. I am going to keep it as to remind myself of where I started once I have reached my goal. My excitement grows with each trip to the bathroom as I can look down to my taped and strapped shaft skin and see it pulled over my head like a mock foreskin. It's inspiring and sexy.

I took today to make a couple more straps. I made this one for night time as sleeping comes with it's stiff gifts during sleep.





It is to go around the neck and hold the penis in an upward, more natural, direction for night time erections.

Then I made another strap meant to be worn sort of like a gaurder belt.





It has an adjustable clip on it so tension can be applied comfortably just by sliding it closer or farther from the inner thigh. It is for whenever I don't feel like wearing boxers as I usually never wear underwear at all. It is also for certain pants that may be a bit tighter or sit a bit lower.

I think that having all 3 straps as options should greatly improve my comfort throughout this process as well as give me the freedom to wear whatever I want. I am greatly excited and no words can begin to express how it feels. Just know it keeps my spirits very high even when things get a bit uncomfortable for whatever reason.

I shall continue my daily post. And just as a side note, since I posted my before pics on the 5th of September, I will be posting each of the monthly progression pics on the 5th of each month during this process. Thank you to everyone who is lending their moral support and following along my journy. I only hope it can inspire others interested in this and possibly sway future parents from choosing circumcision for their sons.

Blessed Be.

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Day 10

Day 10

8:15 a.m. marked the beginning of my return to restoring after a short stint at healing. Now that I am back to restoring I feel empowered. It's a worderful feeling of inspiration, energy, and uphoria.

With restoring, I am now restoring 3 days at a time. The reason being to allow sex with my spouse to happen. It's kind of unfair to have her wait but after discussing it with her, as usual, she is very bending and willing to do what is needed to allow me to do whatever it is I feel I need to do. This is just one of the few reasons I love and cherish her so very much.

Currently, having been restoring now just over two hours, I feel a slight itching in the location that just healed. This let's me know that the healing process was not 100%. I'm hoping, though, it will not cause me anymore issues and that it is healed far enough to be okay from this point on.

I will post more at the end of the night.

Blessed Be.

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Tomorrow begins restoration. Instead of writing anything on male circumcision I figured I'd help women see what I mean when making a comparison. If one was to see circumcision from the other side of the spectrum you'd have this








as normal everyday medical proceedure. Now if this looks like something you'd consider vile and wrong and consider mutilation keep in mind this is what you are doing to your sons. Foreskin serves all the same purposes as your clitoral hood and labia minora. Just a little for your minds to process. Hopefully this picture can change minds out there of those women considering circumcision for their little men. I urge you to copy this picture and email it to any of your male and female friends expecting a new baby boy or those whom are not yet pregnant but are thinking about it or are trying to get pregnant. If you could have them do the same and get it out there maybe in time we can make male infant genital mutilation a thing of our past in America. Spread the word and pic please. Thank you.

Blessed Be.

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Day 9

Day 9

Didn't get around to writing this morning but all is well. Went to the Middletown festival last night and had a blast but wore my ass out. Nothing really to write in regards to restoring other than. I'm ready for Monday morning. Got figure out the sex issue (being taped for up to 5 days can be tricky cause once the tape comes off a new one must be used). But we'll figure it out.

Blessed Be.


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The end of day 8 has come. The day was nothing if not one full of frustration. The evening faired much better and the night even more. Now though, I am tired and sleep beckons me. I shall sleep and dream of a more frustration free tomorrow. And I will again prepare to continue restoring as I have fully healed. Tomorrow will be one without restoring but Monday begins again but this time for a much longer stint. I have made the necessary adjustments needed to prevent a reoccurany and u have better prepared all the tools for the next phase. Til' then.

Blessed Be.

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Day 8

Day 8

Not restoring today. No, today is dedicated to internal penile modifications made. Today I must give a semen sample for my post vasectomy sterilization check to see if the proceedure proved successful. Yes I will be taking care of that in the next couple of hours. After that though... Let's just say the rest of today and most of tomorrow will be dedicated to lots and lots of penetration and masturbation. On Monday I will return to my regularly scheduled restoration.

Blessed Be.

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This marks the end of day 7 as I prepare to lay down for the night. Since I've started this whole restoration thing I have found that I have become very well aquainted with my penis. I have come to admire the color, shinnyness, shape, and subtle folds, creases, and lines. I think that I have literally fallen in love with my phallus. It deserves praise and respect as it is the part of me that begs to be worshiped. It is the part of me hidden from the world that begs to be free. And most importantly, it is the part of me that begs to be as it was meant to be, protected from the harshness of man made restrictions i.e., clothes. When I emerged from the womb, my penis was hooded, protected from the elements, safe from the harsh inevitablity of diapers, underwear, and pants. Before it had a chance to claim it's victory over these things it was mutilated, forced to expose it's protected gift. Millions of nerves gone, veins and lubricators cut away, forcing it's sensitve, vulnerable glands to calus, and canternize, become tough and dull, and oblivious to the natural cleansing, lubricating and ferimone rich secretions that were meant to be.

I am bitter that my foreskin was forcefully taken from me without my permission and more so because I didn't have a chance or choice in the matter. I can only imagine what could have been.

Think about this: removal of the foreskin causes many things negative to develop in the penis.

1. The size of the penis in it's final state, both length and girth, are stunted. What may be 6 inches circumcised fully erect could have been closer to 8 inches if not circumcised. And the thickness greater.

2. The amount of skin removed at birth seems minimal, no more than maybe 4 square inches. That skin of a full grown male is actually 15 square inches. In other words, it is nearly 50% of the overall shaft skin.

3. What doctors say it prevents when advocating circumcision is greatly inaccurate and unfounded. They boast that circumcision greatly prevents the spread of STD's, namely HIV, but what infant do you know having sex? Also, they say it lessens the possiblity of penile cancer yet there is NO proof to back this up. Truth is by removing the foreskin you greatly INCREASE the risk of many of these and add the possiblity of greater infection in the open wound.

4. The foreskin has many many purposes such as protecting the glans, lubricating for sexual intercourse, preveting friction during intercourse, extending sex play (preventing premature ejaculation), releasing ferimones, cleansing of the glans by removing dead skin cells, and on and on. For something to have so many reasons for being how can it possibly be okay to just chop it off?

And finally,

5. If it were a female, it'd ne the equalivent of removing the clitoral hood and the whole of the inner labia. Enough said.

So as I lay down to sleep, I have a new found respect for my penis and every other penis on this planet cut and uncut alike. But also I have a new found motivation to see this through to the new beginning. I will have a foreskin again. Maybe not as great as the one I was born with, but at least 75% as good I hope. This is a life goal worth pursuing.

For those of you contemplating having sons or are do to have one, please take all of this into consideration before you decide to disfigure your child. Is it really worth the resentment later in life? Is it worth the physical and psychological baggage it creates later in life? Is it really necessary to do what the doctor feels is right just because it tacks on another $2500.00 onto his pay when you're billed? Oh, you didn't know the doc gets fat paid for that legalized child mutilation? Yep, they do.

Stop condoning this. Stop male infant gental mutilation. It's illegal to circumcise a female so let's just call it equal rights. Give the boys the same protection you do your precious little girls. After all, if it wasn't meant to be there we wouldn't be born with them. Damn the reasons the doctors give. It's all just Money in their eyes.

Blessed Be.

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Day 7

Day 7

Am I healed enough to safely resume restoring? YES! But.... I'm not. I've decided to just wait until Monday. Why? Well because. Because 3 months ago tomorrow I underwent a vasectomy. At the 3 month mark it's time to give a semen sample to see if all went as planned. Well in order to get a sample that is sufficient enough to use one must abstain from ejaculation for 2 - 7 days. I've tried the 7 day haul and just could not do it. At day 4 I just couldn't take it anymore. But in doing so, I am forced to do nothing until after 1:00 p.m. tomorrow. Being as how I'm always horny, two days can feel like an eternity. Fact of the matter is after I give my specimen tomorrow, I'm coming home and from whatever time I get home til' one or both of us tap out I'm going to be like a 13 year old boy who's finally gettin' some without the worry of mom and dad catching him cause they're in Europe for the summer. LOL! In other words I'm going to try my best to fuck as much as I can, for as long as I can, until it just hurts to touch it or move period. I am so horny right now that my balls ache and that just sucks.

The bright side to all this is how supportive my partner has been through my many odd undertakings. She's been the best. Always has my back no matter what even if it doesn't really make sense to her. I love this woman more than life itself. Tiffany Lynn Spencer, you are my all and my everything, and without you my life would just not be worth the breath it takes. I love, honor, and cherish you with every fibre of my being. Thank you for all you are to and for me.

So, I'm going to take this weekend to completely heal, and pleasure my very deserving partner.

Oh and by the way, having done a little more research pertaining to the T-Tape method, I have found that I'm going about it a bit wrong. I tape and untape daily. Well, really, one T-Tape is suppose to be worn 3-5 days at a time before changing out. So whe I do resume taping, I will be taping fo three days at a time. Or at least trying, I just love sex too much to stay taped that long. We'll see.

Blessed Be.


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Since I'm currently not taped I figured I'd go ahead and write the nights blog now. I've looked at my healing progress and think it pretty safe to assume I'll be able to resume taping either Friday morning or Saturday. I'll assess in the morning and go from there. So until then i'm going to end here.

Blessed Be

Day 6

Day 6

Still no tape or strap today. I feel it in my best interest to hold off until complete healing has taken place. It's worth waiting as oppose to having dark spots do to scar tissue. I will still continue to blog to keep track of the days and will get back to stretching asap.
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Healing nicely and looking forward to getting back on track with the restoration. Tomorrow is another day. If the healing process is not most of the way complete by tomorrow morning I will be forced to wait yet another day but better to heal than to add scars. So we shall see.

Blessed Be.


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Day 5

Day 5

I've decided not to stretch at all today so I can nurse the skin back to health. All it takes is 24 hours of cleaning, and mositurizing to get the skin fit to return to the process. One must pay attention to these small things as, left unattended, they can cause scars and possibly, depending on how severe they are, infection. My micro tears luckily are not even open wounds. They resemble a mild indian burn, in other words they are stress marks. Small, barely distinguishable, spots and there are only three of them. So I will care for them today and get back to stretching tomorrow morning.

On a bit of a side note, I picked up the stuff I needed to make a new strap. I made one last night pictured here



but I think I will make another today at some point just to have a back up or maybe one of different size so that I can stretch in other ways. It was fun starting with just a strip of elastic, suspender clips, heavy thread, and a needle and coming out with something that looks professionally made. I'm very proud of my handy work.

Well I must go get ready to go to an appointment. Until I write again.

Blessed Be.

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End of day 4. I untaped at 12:21 a.m. And experianced a mild discomfort. It would seem that I placed a bit to much tension during this last taping. It has caused, what those in the restoring community call, micro tears in the skin. This is not a good thing as it means I must take 24 hours to nurse these and get them back to normal so that I can continue my quest. So tomorrow I will be taking a non-restoring day per say. I'm still going to tape just not strap.

Well as it's 2:30 a.m. I think I'm going to call it a night. Until tomorrow. Blessed Be.


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Day 4

Day 4

7:30 a.m. Already taped and straped. This morning took a little bit longer to get the tape to stick it's best. I guess I'm still a bit grougy and not 100% awake. Still, got everything in place without much fuss. I think at some point today I will take a trip to Ben Franklin craft store (or another store of that sort) and buy the stuff to make me
A secondary strap or two. I think I can improve on the design of my present one. We'll see. I have to do some window shopping and bargin price watching. If I happen to find all I need and get around to putting one or a couple together I will post pics of the new ones and the current one.

I think now I'm going to try to go back to sleep for at least a couple more hours. So I'll write again when and if I get the stuff. If I don't end up getting it today, I will write again at bed time as usual.

Later, Blessed Be.

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End of day 3 and as of 2:26 a.m. I am untaped, and unstraped. Not quite ready to go to sleep yet do to the fact that every night I must launder the strap, and boxer-briefs I wear. Sweat happens and that's just gross. This is coming from someone who never wears underwear because it's just damn uncomfortable. And, whereas I don't technically have to wear underwear while strapped, I find it cuts way down on the chaffing possibly coming from the elastic band on bare skin. So I wear a pair of boxer-briefs to aid that and another pair over those to prevent podsible chaffing against jeans as well as to prevent the back of the clamp from snagging on anything.

Well, I've got to go put the load of clothes in the drier, so I'll go for now. Until the 'morrow.

Blessed Be!

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Day 3

Day 3

Well, it's the third day and all is still good. Last night, around 7:35, I had to replace my tape as sweat from working outside was causing it to slip in places so... Anyway,I woke this morning and switched sides with the strap. Slept just fine with it on last night but boy did it make it hard on me this morning when going to take that morning pee! That was nearly all bad, but lucky for me, I have a strong baldder (YAY KEGEL!). But today I will unstrap and untape at bed time.

I will write more before nights end. Until then, Brightest Blessings.


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The night is coming to an end and I've decided to try sleeping while still strapped and taped. I will continue through to tomorrows restoration uninterrupted. At times end tomorrow I will go back to regular scheduled restoring. Until then, I bid all a good night. Til' tomorrow. Blessed Be.


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Day 2

Day 2

Today seems like it will be another great day for restoring. As of 9:15 a.m. EST I have taped and strapped. I figure, since most people have never heard, let alone seen, what the process of restoring looks like, that I'd add a few pictures so everyone will be able to visualize the process a little better. But those will be at the end of the post.

I am very much in high spirits about this as I can't hardly wait to know what it's like to be as Nature intended. I can't wait to masturebate for the first time without the need of lubrication, I can't wait to have sex for the first time and feel the gliding action I've heard and read so much about but no nothing of, or even to just pee for the first time as an intact male. All these thoughts excite me because I've read that 98% of restoring males regain sensitivity to the glands (head) during and after restoring due to the new coverage. This is said to great change and improve sexual response and make the act more pleasurable. It has also been posted by many wives and significant others of restorers that their over all sex life has become better and more alive due to the new skin.

I guess for me I just feel like I was never given a chance to experiance my own penis the way it was at birth. That was taken from me without my permission because some Medical Prick thought it medically necessary because of his beliefs. I resent my mother mildly for the choice she made but we have discussed and gotten past this issue. When I found out the a man could literally grow this skin back -less a few thousand nerves, veins, and other important parts only found in natural foreskin- I felt a weight lift from my shoulders. I felt I could finally know what being a natural man was like.

So for all you mothers or even fathers out there who are considering circumcision for your sons keep this in mind: circumcising an infant removes 50% of the overall skin of the penis, stunts growth and maturity of the penis, canterizes (desensitizes) the glands (head) causing, eventually, erectile dysfunction in later life, is actually worse for the baby as far as chance of infections, and above all is completely unnatural. Just think of it like this: if you had a daughter and had to have her circumcised like a baby boy, you'd be removing the clitoral hood and the entire inner labia (labia minora, or inner lips) as well as breaking and removing the hymen. The fact of the matter is, no matter id its a boy or girl, no matter how one may try to justify it, IT IS STILL GENITAL MUTILATON! If that sheds some light of reality I hope you think real hard about your decision to remove the one thing that actually protects your childs penis. If it were a big problem and a henderance WE WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN BORN WITH IT!

It's time America catch up with the rest of the world. In all honesty circumcision should be outlawed for boys under the age of consent. Once they are old enough to make that decision, more power to them. Or if it be medically necessary ( like really medically necessary, not based on a particular doctors opinion) then by all means do what must be done. Call your represenitives and make it known. Tell them this is just as much mutilation as that which is done to young girls in other countries around the world only it's legal and smiled upon here. If we can let them know we want change we can achieve a better generation to come and finally live as a people the way God had made us.

Now that I got all that out, here are the pics. I've included 2 of what the T-Tape looks like on, and 2 of how it looks once strapped.











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So I've completed my official first day of stretching as of 1:45 a.m. and it was great. All went well. No discomfort, irritation, or pain. I'm even more ecstatic now than ever! I feel this is going to be a very fruitful and enlightening experiance. I can only hope for a positive and desired outcome in the end. So Be It!


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Day 1

Today was the first day of my long journey toward foreskin restoration. I began this morning at 8:45 a.m. EST applying the T-Tape and strapping. Just to keep track I am going to keep a photo blog as well. To start,I will include a couple of pics of what I'm starting with. Each month I will include 2 pics to show progression. So I have begun and am very excited to continue on this long path toward regaining my "man-hood".

Before:





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The Quest of Foreskin Restoration: Preparing to Reclaim my Man-hood

So today I've been preparing my mind and body for what I'm about to undergo. Foreskin restoration is a long process that requires dedication, focus, and determination. It also requires high spirits as the process does take so long. The amount of time for this process from start to finish can take anywhere from 2 to 5 years or longer depending on the personal goal. I'm going for full coverage with enough over-hang to keep the glands completely covered nearly all the time, nearly meaning even with an erection. After I finish this process I will begin yet another long process, that being, penile enlargement agai using non-surgical methods proven to be effective and successful in gaining both length, and more importantly, girth. It's not that I am unhappy with the current state of my penis, I just want to do to it the same thing I've done with the rest of my body with tattoo's, piercings, and other body modifications. All of which have tribal histories which is the point. I am undergoing processes that have been done in tribes for millinia as rites of passage. These choices are mine to make and I make them for reasons I find to be valid in my spirituality and beliefs.


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